City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
As the rain fell, she walked in her purple cloak, unpaid for, and her
purple hat, for which they had been dunned with threatening insults, and
knew that she did not own and could not earn a penny. She could not dig,
and to beg she was ashamed, and all the more horribly because she had
been a beggar of the meaner order all her life. It made her sick to
think of the perpetual visits they had made where they were not wanted,
of the times when they had been politely bundled out of places, of the
methods which had been used to induce shop-keepers to let them run up
bills. For years her mother and she had been walking advertisements of
smart shops because both were handsome, wore clothes well, and carried
them where they would be seen and talked about. Now this would be all
over, since it had been Lady Mallowe who had managed all details. Thrown
upon her own resources, Joan would have none of them, even though she
must walk in rags. Her education had prepared her for only one thing--to
marry well, if luck were on her side. It had never been on her side. If
she had never met Jem, she would have married somebody, since that would
have been better than the inevitable last slide into an aging life spent
in cheap lodgings with her mother. But Jem had been the beginning and
the end.
She bit her lips as she walked, and suddenly tears swept down her cheeks
and dripped on to the purple cloth folded over her breast.
“And he sits in Jem's place! And every day that common, foolish stare
will follow me!” she said.
He sat, it was true, in the place Jem Temple Barholm would have occupied
if he had been a living man, and he looked at her a good deal. Perhaps
he sometimes unconsciously stared because she made him think of many
things. But if she had been in a state of mind admitting of judicial
fairness, she would have been obliged to own that it was not quite a
foolish stare. Absorbed, abstracted, perhaps, but it was not foolish.
Sometimes, on the contrary, it was searching and keen.
Of course he was doing his best to please her. Of all the “Ladies,” it
seemed evident that he was most attracted by her. He tried to talk to
her despite her unending rebuffs, he followed her about and endeavored
to interest her, he presented a hide-bound unsensitiveness when she did
her worst. Perhaps he did not even know that she was being icily rude.
He was plainly “making up to her” after the manner of his class. He
was perhaps playing the part of the patient adorer who melted by noble
long-suffering in novels distinguished by heroes of humble origin.
She had reached the village when the rain changed its mind, and without
warning began to pour down as if the black cloud passing overhead had
suddenly opened. She was wondering if she would not turn in somewhere
for shelter until the worst was over when a door opened and Tembarom ran
out with an umbrella.
“Come in to the Hibblethwaites cottage, Lady Joan,” he said. “This will
be over directly.”
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