City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Her regrets at the necessity of their leaving Temple Barholm were
expressed with fluent touchingness at the dinner-table. The visit had
been so delightful. Mr. Temple Barholm and Miss Alicia had been so kind.
The loveliness of the whole dear place had so embraced them that they
felt as if they were leaving a home instead of ending a delightful
visit. It was extraordinary what an effect the house had on one. It was
as if one had lived in it always--and always would. So few places
gave one the same feeling. They should both look forward--greedy as it
seemed--to being allowed some time to come again. She had decided from
the first that it was not necessary to go to any extreme of caution or
subtlety with her host and Miss Alicia. Her method of paving the way
for future visits was perhaps more than a shade too elaborate. She felt,
however, that it sufficed. For the most part, Lady Joan sat with lids
dropped over her burning eyes. She tried to force herself not to
listen. This was the kind of thing which made her sick with humiliation.
Howsoever rudimentary these people were, they could not fail to
comprehend that a foothold in the house was being bid for. They should
at least see that she did not join in the bidding. Her own visit had
been filled with feelings at war with one another. There had been hours
too many in which she would have been glad--even with the dingy horrors
of the closed town house before her--to have flown from the hundred
things which called out to her on every side. In the long-past three
months of happiness, Jem had described them all to her--the rooms,
gardens, pleached walks, pictures, the very furniture itself. She
could enter no room, walk in no spot she did not seem to know, and
passionately love in spite of herself. She loved them so much that there
were times when she yearned to stay in the place at any cost, and others
when she could not endure the misery it woke in her--the pure misery.
Now it was over for the time being, and she was facing something new.
There were endless varieties of wretchedness. She had been watching
her mother for some months, and had understood her varying moods of
temporary elation or prolonged anxiety. Each one had meant some phase
of the episode of Sir Moses Monaldini. The people who lived at Broome
Haughton were enormously rich Hebrews, who were related to him. They
had taken the beautiful old country-seat and were filling it with huge
parties of their friends. The party which Lady Mallowe was to join would
no doubt offer opportunities of the most desirable kind. Among this
special class of people she was a great success. Her amazingly achieved
toilettes, her ripe good looks, her air of belonging to the great world,
impressed themselves immensely.
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