City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She was reading this evening. She heard every word of Lady Mallowe's
agreeable and slightly excited conversation. She did not know exactly
what had happened; but she knew that it was something which had buoyed
her up with a hopefulness which exhilarated her almost too much--as an
extra glass of wine might have done. Once or twice she even lost
her head a little and was a trifle swaggering. T. Tembarom would not
recognize the slip, but Joan saw Palliser's faint smile without looking
up from her book. He observed shades in taste and bearing. Before her
own future Joan saw the blank wall of stone building itself higher and
higher. If Sir Moses had capitulated, she would be counted out. With
what degree of boldness could a mother cast her penniless daughter on
the world? What unendurable provision make for her? Dare they offer a
pound a week and send her to live in the slums until she chose to marry
some Hebrew friend of her step-father's? That she knew would be the
final alternative. A cruel little smile touched her lips, as she
reviewed the number of things she could not do to earn her living. She
could not take in sewing or washing, and there was nothing she could
teach. Starvation or marriage. The wall built itself higher and yet
higher. What a hideous thing it was for a penniless girl to be brought
up merely to be a beauty, and in consequence supposably a great lady.
And yet if she was born to a certain rank and had height and figure, a
lovely mouth, a delicate nose, unusual eyes and lashes, to train her to
be a dressmaker or a housemaid would be a stupid investment of capital.
If nothing tragic interfered and the right man wanted such a girl, she
had been trained to please him. But tragic things had happened, and
before her grew the wall while she pretended to read her book.
T. Tembarom was coming toward her. She had heard Palliser suggest a game
of billiards.
“Will you come and play billiards with us?” Tembarom asked. “Palliser
says you play splendidly.”
“She plays brilliantly,” put in Lady Mallowe. “Come, Joan.”
“No, thank you,” she answered. “Let me stay here and read.”
Lady Mallowe protested. She tried an air of playful maternal reproach
because she was in good spirits. Joan saw Palliser smiling quietly, and
there was that in his smile which suggested to her that he was thinking
her an obstinate fool.
“You had better show Temple Barholm what you can do,” he remarked. “This
will be your last chance, as you leave so soon. You ought never let a
last chance slip by. I never do.”
Tembarom stood still and looked down at her from his good height. He
did not know what Palliser's speech meant, but an instinct made him feel
that it somehow held an ugly, quiet taunt.
“What I would like to do,” was the unspoken crudity which passed through
his mind, “would be to swat him on the mouth. He's getting at her just
when she ought to be let alone.”
“Would you like it better to stay here and read?” he inquired.
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