City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“No, I don't,” he answered. “What I think is quite different. I think
that if a man has a house of his own, and there's any one in big trouble
under the roof of it--a woman most of all--he's a cheap skate if he
don't get busy and try to help--just plain, straight help.”
He saw in her eyes all her concentrated disdain of him, but he went on,
still obstinate and cool and grim.
“I guess 'help' is too big a word just yet. That may come later, and it
mayn't. What I'm going to try at now is making it easier for you--just
easier.”
Her contemptuous gesture registered no impression on him as he paused a
moment and looked fixedly at her.
“You just hate me, don't you?” It was a mere statement which couldn't
have been more impersonal to himself if he had been made of wood.
“That's all right. I seem like a low-down intruder to you. Well, that's
all right, too. But what ain't all right is what your mother has set
you on to thinking about me. You'd never have thought it yourself. You'd
have known better.”
“What,” fiercely, “is that?”
“That I'm mutt enough to have a mash on you.”
The common slangy crassness of it was a kind of shock. She caught her
breath and merely stared at him. But he was not staring at her; he was
simply looking straight into her face, and it amazingly flashed upon her
that the extraordinary words were so entirely unembarrassed and direct
that they were actually not offensive.
He was merely telling her something in his own way, not caring the least
about his own effect, but absolutely determined that she should hear and
understand it.
Her caught breath ended in something which was like a half-laugh. His
queer, sharp, incomprehensible face, his queer, unmoved voice were too
extraordinarily unlike anything she had ever seen or heard before.
“I don't want to be brash--and what I want to say may seem kind of that
way to you. But it ain't. Anyhow, I guess it'll relieve your mind. Lady
Joan, you're a looker--you're a beaut from Beautville. If I were your
kind, and things were different, I'd be crazy about you--crazy! But I'm
not your kind--and things are different.” He drew a step nearer still to
her in his intentness. “They're this different. Why, Lady Joan! I'm dead
stuck on another girl!”
She caught her breath again, leaning forward.
“Another--!”
“She says she's not a lady; she threw me down just because all
this darned money came to me,” he hastened on, and suddenly he was
imperturbable no longer, but flushed and boyish, and more of New York
than ever. “She's a little bit of a quiet thing and she drops her h's,
but gee--! You're a looker--you're a queen and she's not. But Little
Ann Hutchinson--Why, Lady Joan, as far as this boy's concerned”--and
he oddly touched himself on the breast--“she makes you look like thirty
cents.”
Joan quickly sat down on the chair she had just left. She rested an
elbow on the table and shaded her face with her hand. She was not
laughing; she scarcely knew what she was doing or feeling.
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