Take Me for a Ride: Coming of Age in a Destructive CultLaxer, Mark E.
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Take Me for a Ride: Coming of Age in a Destructive Cult
Laxer, Mark E.
Cults -- United States; Lenz, Frederick, 1950-
"It's just like in Star Wars," Rama noted as Ford drove away.
"He doesn't really believe in The Force."
There was more to tell of that particular story--my house burned
down that day. And while disciples gave generously when Rama took up
a collection, no one could have replaced my birthday gift from Rama.
I found it lying on the scorched foundation, reduced from a sleek,
red bicycle to a meteor-like lump of distorted alloys.
But of all the sketches I could have written for The Last Incarnation,
perhaps the most telling would have been the story of "Rama and the
Enlightenment of Women." "Certainly we welcome men into our organization,"
Rama often announced. "But our primary focus is on the enlightenment
of women." His interest in helping hundreds, even thousands,
of women seemed a genuine reflection of his commitment to the underdog.
When I first met Rama in 1978, his crusade for women had already begun.
"Unless you are close to enlightenment," he had told potential
women disciples, "you will lose a great deal of your spiritual
and mystical power through sex and through sexual relationships."
Over the years, Rama spent many hours counseling and persuading
women seekers to leave their boyfriends and husbands in the name
of gender equality and higher spirituality. In 1981, for instance,
weeks after the coup, he wrote and published in WOOF!
(Issue #2; January, 1981): "Dear WOOF!, I love the spiritual
life and the vital life too. What should I do? - Sproutarina
J. Prana
"Dear Sproutarina, Your difficulty is that you are burning the candle
at both ends and sooner or later you are going to melt. I suggest a day
in the desert alone, a good movie, or a powerful occult experience.
You see, Sproutarina, God loves you no matter what you do. If you
want the vital, you can have it, and if you want the psychic you can
have that too. But you can't have both, at least not in our Centre.
Decide which will really fulfill you and choose that one. Only you
can decide what you want in this lifetime."
Rama--who preferred the term "having sex" to "making love"--
occasionally softened his position on sexuality and invited followers
to relax, accept their human nature, and do whatever worked for them.
"Hey, Kate!" he once said in an Italian accent. "You go out with-a
my boy Mark, and I'll take plenty good care a-you!" It was understood
that Rama meant business when he donned his Godfather persona,
and I subsequently enjoyed a several-month relationship with this
young disciple. Yet when I asked Rama if it was possible for a man
and woman to have an emotionally and spiritually supportive relationship,
he smiled, shook his head, and said, "Even if you find a woman
whose consciousness is spiritually refined, it still wouldn't work--
because yours is not..."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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