She looked at him with a lowering, languid look of wrath.
‘So you will not take me?’ she said. ‘Well, I will go alone.’
And she began to step forward on her way. But he threw himself before
her.
‘Esther, Esther!’ he cried.
‘Let me go—don’t touch me—what right have you to interfere? Who are you,
to touch me?’ she flashed out, shrill with anger.
Then, being made bold by her violence, he took her firmly, almost
roughly, by the arm, and held her while he spoke.
‘You know well who I am, and what I am, and that I love you. You say I
will not help you; but your heart knows the contrary. It is you who will
not help me; for you will not tell me what you want. You see—or you
could see, if you took the pains to look—how I have waited here all night
to be ready at your service. I only asked information; I only urged you
to consider; and I still urge and beg you to think better of your
fancies. But if your mind is made up, so be it; I will beg no longer; I
give you my orders; and I will not allow—not allow you to go hence
alone.’
She looked at him for awhile with cold, unkind scrutiny like one who
tries the temper of a tool.
‘Well, take me away, then,’ she said with a sigh.
‘Good,’ said Dick. ‘Come with me to the stables; there we shall get the
pony-trap and drive to the junction. To-night you shall be in London. I
am yours so wholly that no words can make me more so; and, besides, you
know it, and the words are needless. May God help me to be good to you,
Esther—may God help me! for I see that you will not.’
So, without more speech, they set out together, and were already got some
distance from the spot, ere he observed that she was still carrying the
hand-bag. She gave it up to him, passively, but when he offered her his
arm, merely shook her head and pursed up her lips. The sun shone clearly
and pleasantly; the wind was fresh and brisk upon their faces, and smelt
racily of woods and meadows. As they went down into the valley of the
Thyme, the babble of the stream rose into the air like a perennial
laughter. On the far-away hills, sun-burst and shadow raced along the
slopes and leaped from peak to peak. Earth, air and water, each seemed
in better health and had more of the shrewd salt of life in them than
upon ordinary mornings; and from east to west, from the lowest glen to
the height of heaven, from every look and touch and scent, a human
creature could gather the most encouraging intelligence as to the
durability and spirit of the universe.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account