Tales and Novels — Volume 02: Popular TalesEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 02: Popular Tales
Edgeworth, Maria
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And now her benefactor had hopes that she and her husband would live
more prudently; and that they might still enjoy some portion of domestic
happiness. Vain hopes! Charles really wished to retrench his expenses;
but Mrs. Germaine’s pride was an insuperable obstacle to all his plans
of economy. She had always been accustomed to such and such things.
There was no possibility of living without them. Her relations would be
perfectly astonished if she did not appear in the style in which she had
always lived before her marriage. Provoked by the insolent absurdity of
such arguments, Mr. Germaine insisted with the authoritative voice of a
husband who was conscious that he had both reason and power on his
side. Hence arose daily altercations, more bitter even than those which
jealousy had formerly occasioned. Some wives acknowledge they can more
easily forgive a husband’s infidelity than his interference in the
regulation of their household expenses. Of this class of amiable females
was Mrs. Germaine. Though her husband strictly adhered to his promise,
never to have any farther connexion with his mistress, yet he was not
rewarded by any increase of affection or kindness from his wife; on the
contrary, she seemed to be rather vexed that she was deprived of this
legitimate subject of complaint. She could not, with so much tragic
effect, bewail that her husband would ruin himself and her by his
follies.
To loud altercations, silent hatred succeeded. Mrs. Germaine grew
sullen, low-spirited, nervous, and hysterical. Among fashionable medical
dowagers, she became an interesting personage: but this species of
consequence was by no means sufficient to support her self-complacency,
and, as she declared, she felt herself incapable of supporting the
intolerable burden of _ennui_.
In various situations, the conduct of many individuals may be predicted
with certainty, by those who are acquainted with their previous habits.
Habit is, to weak minds, a species of moral predestination, from which
they have no power to escape. Their common language expresses their
sense of their own inability to struggle against that destiny which
their previous folly has prepared. They usually say, “For my part, I
cannot help doing so and so. I know it is very wrong. I know it is my
ruin; but I own I cannot resist. It is in vain to argue with me: it is
my way; it is my fate.”
Mrs. Germaine found herself led, “by an irresistible impulse,” to the
card-table, notwithstanding her solemn promise never more to play at any
game of hazard. It was in vain to argue with her. “It was her way; it
was her fate; she knew it was very wrong; she knew it was her ruin; but
she could not resist!”
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