Tales and Novels — Volume 03: BelindaEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 03: Belinda
Edgeworth, Maria
Courtship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The manner in which Lord Delacour spoke convinced Belinda that he was in
reality attached to his wife, however the fear of being, or of appearing
to be, governed by her ladyship might have estranged him from her, and
from home. She now saw in him much more good sense, and symptoms of a
more amiable character, than his lady had described, or than she ever
would allow that he possessed.
The reflections, however, which Miss Portman made upon the miserable
life this ill-matched couple led together, did not incline her in favour
of marriage in general; great talents on one side, and good-nature
on the other, had, in this instance, tended only to make each party
unhappy. Matches of interest, convenience, and vanity, she was
convinced, diminished instead of increasing happiness. Of domestic
felicity she had never, except during her childhood, seen examples--she
had, indeed, heard from Dr. X---- descriptions of the happy family of
Lady Anne Percival, but she feared to indulge the romantic hope of ever
being loved by a man of superior genius and virtue, with a temper and
manners suited to her taste. The only person she had seen, who at all
answered this description, was Mr. Hervey; and it was firmly fixed in
her mind, that he was not a marrying man, and consequently not a man of
whom any prudent woman would suffer herself to think with partiality.
She could not doubt that he liked her society and conversation; his
manner had sometimes expressed more than cold esteem. Lady Delacour had
assured her that it expressed love; but Lady Delacour was an imprudent
woman in her own conduct, and not scrupulous as to that of others.
Belinda was not guided by _her_ opinions of propriety; and now that her
ladyship was confined to her bed, and not in a condition to give her
either advice or protection, she felt that it was peculiarly incumbent
on her to guard, not only her conduct from reproach, but her heart from
the hopeless misery of an ill-placed attachment. She examined herself
with firm impartiality; she recollected the excessive pain that she had
endured, when she first heard Clarence Hervey say, that Belinda Portman
was a compound of art and affectation; but this she thought was only
the pain of offended pride--of proper pride. She recollected the extreme
anxiety she had felt, even within the last four-and-twenty hours,
concerning the opinion which he might form of the transaction about the
key of the boudoir--but this anxiety she justified to herself; it was
due, she thought, to her reputation; it would have been inconsistent
with female delicacy to have been indifferent about the suspicions that
necessarily arose from the circumstances in which she was placed. Before
Belinda had completed her self-examination, Clarence Hervey called to
inquire after Lady Delacour. Whilst he spoke of her ladyship, and of his
concern for the dreadful accident of which he believed himself to be
in a great measure the cause, his manner and language were animated and
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