Tales and Novels — Volume 03: BelindaEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 03: Belinda
Edgeworth, Maria
Courtship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Notwithstanding all her ladyship’s address, her curiosity was baffled;
she could not discover Clarence Hervey’s secret, and she began to
believe that the change which she had noticed in his looks and manner
was imaginary or accidental. Had she seen more of him at this time, she
would not have so easily given up her suspicions; but she saw him only
for a few minutes every day, and during that time he talked to her with
all his former gaiety; besides, Lady Delacour had herself a daily part
to perform, which occupied almost her whole attention. Notwithstanding
the vivacity which she affected, Belinda perceived that she was now more
seriously alarmed than she had ever been about her health. It was all
that her utmost exertions could accomplish, to appear for a short time
in the day--some evenings she came into company only for half an hour,
on other days only for a few minutes, just walked through the rooms,
paid her compliments to every body, complained of a nervous head-ache,
left Belinda to do the honours for her, and retired.
Miss Portman was now really placed in a difficult and dangerous
situation, and she had ample opportunities of learning and practising
prudence. All the fashionable dissipated young men in London frequented
Lady Delacour’s house, and it was said that they were drawn thither by
the attractions of her fair representative. The gentlemen considered a
niece of Mrs. Stanhope as their lawful prize. The ladies wondered that
the men could think Belinda Portman a beauty; but whilst they affected
to scorn, they sincerely feared her charms. Thus left entirely to her
own discretion, she was exposed at once to the malignant eye of envy,
and the insidious voice of flattery--she had no friend, no guide, and
scarcely a protector: her aunt Stanhope’s letters, indeed, continually
supplied her with advice, but with advice which she could not follow
consistently with her own feelings and principles. Lady Delacour, even
if she had been well, was not a person on whose counsels she could rely;
our heroine was not one of those daring spirits, who are ambitious of
acting for themselves; she felt the utmost diffidence of her own powers,
yet at the same time a firm resolution not to be led even by timidity
into follies which the example of Lady Delacour had taught her to
despise. Belinda’s prudence seemed to increase with the necessity for
its exertion. It was not the mercenary wily prudence of a young lady,
who has been taught to think it virtue to sacrifice the affections of
her heart to the interests of her fortune--it was not the prudence of a
cold and selfish, but of a modest and generous woman. She found it most
difficult to satisfy herself in her conduct towards Clarence Hervey:
he seemed mortified and miserable if she treated him merely as a
common acquaintance, yet she felt the danger of admitting him to the
familiarity of friendship. Had she been thoroughly convinced that he was
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