Tales and Novels — Volume 03: BelindaEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 03: Belinda
Edgeworth, Maria
Courtship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Lady Delacour made no answer, but walked on before her with steady steps
into the room where Dr. X---- and the surgeon were waiting. Without
adverting in the least to the object of their visit, she paid her
compliments to them, as if they came on a visit of mere civility.
Without seeming to notice the serious countenances of her companions,
she talked of indifferent subjects with the most perfect ease, occupying
herself all the time with cleaning a seal, which she unhooked from her
watch-chain. “This seal,” said she, turning to Dr. X----, “is a fine
onyx--it is a head of Esculapius. I have a great value for it. It was
given to me by your friend, Clarence Hervey; and I have left it in my
will, doctor,” continued she, smiling, “to you, as no slight token of my
regard. He is an excellent young man; and I request,” said she, drawing
Dr. X---- to a window, and lowering her voice, “I request, when you see
him again, and when I am out of the way, that you will tell him such
were my sentiments to the hour of my death. Here is a letter which you
will have the goodness to put into his hands, sealed with my favourite
seal. You need have no scruple to take charge of it; it relates not to
myself. It expresses only my opinion concerning a lady who stands almost
as high in your esteem, I believe, as she does in mine. My affection
and my gratitude have not biassed my judgment in the advice which I have
ventured to give to Mr. Hervey.”
“But he will soon be here,” interrupted Dr. X----, “and then--”
“And then I shall be gone,” said Lady Delacour, coolly,
“‘To that undiscover’d country,
From whose bourn no traveller returns.’”
Dr. X---- was going to interrupt her, but she continued rapidly, “And
now, my dear doctor, tell me candidly, have you seen any symptoms of
cowardice in my manner this evening?”
“None,” replied he. “On the contrary, I have admired your calm
self-possession.”
“Then do not suspect me of want of fortitude, when I request that this
operation may not be performed to-day. I have changed my mind within
these few hours. I have determined, for a reason which I am sure that
you would feel to be sufficient, to postpone this affair till to-morrow.
Believe me, I do not act from caprice.”
She saw that Dr. X---- did not yield assent to her last assertion, and
that he looked displeased.
“I will tell you my reason,” said she; “and then you will have no
right to be displeased if I persist, as I shall inflexibly, in my
determination. It is my belief that I shall die this night. To submit to
a painful operation to-day would be only to sacrifice the last moments
of my existence to no purpose. If I survive this night, manage me as
you please! But I am the best judge of my own feelings--I shall die
to-night.”
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