Tales and Novels — Volume 03: BelindaEdgeworth, Maria
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Tales and Novels — Volume 03: Belinda
Edgeworth, Maria
Courtship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The poor creature had been struck with the palsy. As Clarence went close
to the bed, she opened her eyes, and fixing them upon him, she stretched
out her withered hand, caught fast hold of her grand-daughter, and
then raising herself, with a violent effort, she pronounced the word
“Begone!” Her face grew black, her features convulsed, and she sunk down
again in her bed, without power of utterance. Clarence left the house
instantly, mounted his horse, and galloped to the next town for medical
assistance. The poor woman was so far recovered by a skilful apothecary,
that she could, in a few days, articulate so as to be understood. She
knew that her end was approaching fast, and seemed piously resigned to
her fate. Mr. Hervey went constantly to see her; but, though grateful
to him for his humanity, and for the assistance he had procured for her,
yet she appeared agitated when he was in the room, and frequently looked
at him and at her grand-daughter with uncommon anxiety. At last, she
whispered something to the girl, who immediately left the room; and she
then beckoned to him to come closer to the arm-chair, in which she was
seated.
“May be, sir,” said she, “you thought me out of my right mind the day
when I was lying on that bed, and said to you in such a peremptory tone,
‘Begone!’--It was all I could say then; and, in truth, I cannot speak
quite plain yet; nor ever shall again. But God’s will be done. I had
only one thing to say to you, sir, about that poor girl of mine--”
Clarence listened to her with eagerness. She paused, and then laying her
cold hand upon his, she looked up earnestly in his face, and continued,
“You are a fine young gentleman, and you look like a good gentleman; but
so did the man who broke the heart of her poor mother. Her mother was
carried off from a boarding-school, when she was scarcely sixteen, by a
wretch, who, after privately marrying her, would not own his marriage,
stayed with her but two years, then went abroad, left his wife and his
infant, and has never been heard of since. My daughter died of a broken
heart. Rachel was then between three and four years old; a beautiful
child. God forgive her father!--God’s will be done!”--She paused to
subdue her emotion, and then, with some difficulty, proceeded.
“My only comfort is, I have bred Rachel up in innocence; I never sent
her to a boarding-school. No, no; from the moment of her birth till now,
I have kept her under my own eye. In this cottage she has lived with me,
away from all the world. You are the first man she ever spoke to; the
first man who ever was within these doors. She is innocence itself!--Oh,
sir, as you hope for mercy when you are as I am now, spare the innocence
of that poor child!--Never, never come here after her, when I am dead
and gone! Consider, she is but a child, sir. God never made a better
creature. Oh, promise me you will not be the ruin of my sweet innocent
girl, and I shall die in peace!”
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