One morning--it was the day after my physicians had pronounced me out of
all danger--Crawley sent me a note by Ellinor, congratulating me upon my
recovery, and begging to speak to me for half an hour. I refused to see
him; and said, that I was not yet well enough to do business. The same
morning Ellinor came with a message from Turner, my steward, who, with
his humble duty, requested to see me for five minutes, to communicate to
me something of importance. I consented to see Turner. He entered with a
face of suppressed joy and affected melancholy.
“Sad news I am bound in duty to be the bearer of, my lord. I was
determined, whatever came to pass, however, not to speak till your
honour was out of danger, which, I thank Heaven, is now the case, and I
am happy to be able to congratulate your lordship upon looking as well
as--”
“Never mind my looks. I will excuse your congratulations, Mr. Turner,”
said I, impatiently; for the recollection of the banqueting-house, and
the undertaker whom Turner was so eager to introduce, came full into my
mind. “Go on, if you please; five minutes is all I am at present able
to give to any business, and you sent me word you had something of
importance to communicate.”
“True, my lord; but in case your lordship is not at present well enough,
or not so disposed, I will wait your lordship’s leisure.”
“Now or never, Mr. Turner. Speak, but speak at once.”
“My lord, I would have done so long ago, but was loth to make mischief;
and besides, could not believe what I heard whispered, and would scarce
believe what I verily saw; though now, as I cannot reasonably have a
doubt, I think it would be a sin, and a burden upon my conscience, not
to speak; only that I am unwilling to shock your lordship too much, when
but just recovering, for that is not the time one would wish to tell or
to hear disagreeable things.”
“Mr. Turner, either come to the point at once, or leave me; for I am not
strong enough to bear this suspense.”
“I beg pardon, my lord: why then, my lord, the point is Captain
Crawley.”
“What of him? I never desire to hear his name again.”
“Nor I, I am sure, my lord; but there are some in the house might not be
of our opinion.”
“Who? you sneaking fellow; speak out, can’t you?”
“My lady--my lord--Now it is out. She’ll go off with him this night, if
not prevented.”
My surprise and indignation were as great as if I had always been the
fondest and the most attentive of husbands. I was at length roused from
that indifference and apathy into which I had sunk; and though I had
never loved my wife, the moment I knew she was lost to me for ever was
exquisitely painful. Astonishment, the sense of disgrace, the feeling of
rage against that treacherous parasite by whom she had been seduced, all
combined to overwhelm me. I could command my voice only enough to bid
Turner leave the room, and tell no one that he had spoken to me on this
subject. “Not a soul,” he said, “should be told, or could guess it.”
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