Her supplicating looks and gestures, her words, her tears, moved me so
much, that I was on the point of yielding; but recollecting what was
due to justice and to my own character, with an effort of what I thought
virtuous resolution, I repeated, “It is impossible: my good Ellinor,
urge me no farther: ask any thing else, and it shall be granted, but
this is impossible.”
As I spoke, I endeavoured to raise her from the ground; but with the
sudden force of angry despair, she resisted.
“No, you shall not raise me,” cried she. “Here let me lie, and break my
heart with your cruelty! ‘Tis a judgment upon me--it’s a judgment, and
it’s fit I should feel it as I do. But you shall feel too, in spite of
your hard heart. Yes, your heart is harder than the marble: you want the
natural touch, you do; for your mother has knelt at your feet, and you
have denied her prayer.”
“My mother!”
“And what was her prayer?--to save the life of your brother.”
“My brother! Good heavens! what do I hear?”
“You hear the truth: you hear that I am your lawful mother. Yes, you
are my son. You have forced that secret from me, which I thought to have
carried with me to my grave. And now you know all: and now you know how
wicked I have been, and it was all for you; for you that refused me the
only thing ever I asked, and that, too, in my greatest distress, when
my heart was just breaking: and all this time too, there’s Christy--poor
good Christy; he that I’ve wronged, and robbed of his rightful
inheritance, has been as a son, a dutiful good son to me, and never did
he deny me any thing I could ask; but in you I have found no touch of
tenderness. Then it’s fit I should tell you again, and again, and again,
that he who is now slaving at the forge, to give me the earnings of his
labour; he that lives, and has lived all his days, upon potatoes and
salt, and is content; he who has the face and the hands so disguised
with the smoke and the black, that yourself asked him t’other day did
he ever wash his face since he was born--I tell ye, he it is who should
live in this castle, and sleep on that soft bed, and be lord of all
here--he is the true and real Lord Glenthorn, and to the wide world I’ll
make it known. Ay, be pale and tremble, do; it’s your turn now: I’ve
touched you now: but it’s too late. In the face of day I shall confess
the wrong I’ve done; and I shall call upon you to give back to him all
that by right is his own.”
Ellinor stopped short, for one of my servants at this instant came into
the room.
“My lord, Mr. McLeod desires me to let you know the guard has brought up
the prisoners, and he is going to commit them to gaol, and would be glad
to know if you choose to see them first, my lord.”
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