“Justice is sometimes felt as the greatest possible obligation,
especially by those who have experienced the reverse.--But,” said
Emilie, checking herself, “let me not blame Mrs. Somers, or incline
you to blame her. I should do very wrong, indeed, if I were, in return
for all she has done for us, to cause any jealousies or quarrels
between her and her best friend. Oh! that is what I most dread! To
prevent it, I would--it is not polite to say so--but I would, my dear
Lady Littleton, even withdraw myself from your society. This very day
you return to your own house. You were so good as to ask me to go
often to see you: forgive me if I do not avail myself of this kind
permission. You will know my reasons; and I hope they are such as you
will approve of.”
A servant came in, to say that her ladyship’s carriage was at the
door.
“One word more before you go, my dear Lady Littleton,” said Emilie,
with a supplicating voice and countenance. “Tell me, I beseech
you--for you have been her friend from her childhood, and must know
better than any one living--tell me how I can please Mrs. Somers.
I begin to be afraid that I shall at last be weary of my fruitless
efforts, and I dread--above all things I dread--that my affection
for her should be worn out. How painful it would be to sustain the
continual weight of obligation without being able to feel the pleasure
of gratitude!”
Lady Littleton was going to reply, but she was prevented by the sudden
entrance of Mrs. Somers with her face of wrath.
“So, Lady Littleton, you are actually going, I find!--And I have not
had one moment of your conversation. May I be allowed--if Mlle. de
Coulanges has finished her mysteries--to say a few words to you?”
“You will give me leave, I am sure, Emilie,” said Lady Littleton, “to
repeat to Mrs. Somers every word that you have said to me?”
“Yes, every word,” said Emilie, blushing, yet speaking with firmness.
“I have no mysteries--I do not wish to conceal from Mrs. Somers any
thing that I say or think.”
Mrs. Somers seized Lady Littleton’s arm, and left the room; but when
she had entire possession of her friend’s ear, she had nothing to say,
or nothing that she would say, except half sentences, reproaching her
for not staying longer, and insinuating that Emilie would be the cause
of their separating for ever.--“Now, as you have her permission, will
you favour me with a repetition of her last conversation?”
“Not in your present humour, my dear,” said Lady Littleton: “this
is not the happy moment to speak reason to you. Adieu! I give you
four-and-twenty hours’ grace before I declare you a bankrupt in
temper. You shall hear from me to-morrow; for, on some subjects, I
have always found it better to write than to speak to you.”
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