I do not know whether I pity, love, or admire Leonora most. Just when
her mind was deeply wounded by her husband’s neglect, and when her
jealousy was worked to the highest pitch by his passion for her
dangerous rival, the Prince ---- arrives here, and struck by Leonora’s
charms of mind and person, falls passionately in love with her. Probably
his highness’s friend H---- had given him a hint of the existing
circumstances, and he thought a more propitious moment could scarcely be
found for making an impression upon a female mind. He judged of Leonora
by other women. And I, like a simpleton, judged of her by myself. With
shame I confess to you, my dear Margaret, that notwithstanding all my
past experience, I did expect that she would have done, as I am afraid
I should have done in her situation. I think that I could not have
resisted the temptation of coquetting a little--a very little--just
to revive the passion of the man whom I really loved. This expedient
succeeds so often with that wise sex, who never rightly know the value
of a heart, except when they have just won it, or at the moment when
they are on the point of losing it. In Leonora’s place and in such
an emergency, I should certainly have employed that frightful monster
jealousy to waken sleeping love; since he, and only he, can do it
expeditiously and effectually. This I have hinted to Leonora, talking
always _in generals_; for, since my total overthrow, I have never dared
to come to particulars: but by putting cases and _confessing myself_, I
contrived to make my thoughts understood. I then boasted of the extreme
facility of the means I would adopt to recover a heart. Leonora answered
in the words of a celebrated great man:--“C’est facile de se servir de
pareils moyens; c’est difficile de s’y résoudre.”
“But if no other means would succeed,” said I, “would not you sacrifice
your pride to your love?”
“My pride, willingly; but not my sense of what is right,” said she, with
an indescribable mixture of tenderness and firmness in her manner.
“Can a little coquetry in a good cause be such a heinous offence?”
persisted I. I knew that I was wrong all the time; but I delighted in
seeing how right she was.
No--she would not allow her mind to be cheated by female sophistry; nor
yet by the male casuistry of, “the end sanctifies the means.”
“If you had the misfortune to lose the affections of the man you love,
and if you were quite certain of regaining them by following my recipe?”
said I.
Never shall I forget the look with which Leonora left me, and the accent
with which she said, “My dear Helen, if it were ever to be my misfortune
to lose my husband’s love, I would not, even if I were certain of
success, attempt to regain it by any unworthy arts. How could I wish to
regain his love at the hazard of losing his esteem, and the certainty of
forfeiting my own!”
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