Tales and Stories: Now First CollectedShelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Tales and Stories: Now First Collected
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
The philosopher was totally unaware that I had drunk any portion of his
drug. His idea was, and I gave a tacit assent to it, that I had raised
the vessel from curiosity, and that, frighted at its brightness, and the
flashes of intense light it gave forth, I had let it fall. I never
undeceived him. The fire of the medicine was quenched—the fragrance died
away—he grew calm, as a philosopher should under the heaviest trials,
and dismissed me to rest.
I will not attempt to describe the sleep of glory and bliss which bathed
my soul in paradise during the remaining hours of that memorable night.
Words would be faint and shallow types of my enjoyment, or of the
gladness that possessed my bosom when I woke. I trod air—my thoughts
were in heaven. Earth appeared heaven, and my inheritance upon it was to
be one trance of delight. “This it is to be cured of love,” I thought;
“I will see Bertha this day, and she will find her lover cold and
regardless; too happy to be disdainful, yet how utterly indifferent to
her!”
The hours danced away. The philosopher, secure that he had once
succeeded, and believing that he might again, began to concoct the same
medicine once more. He was shut up with his books and drugs, and I had a
holiday. I dressed myself with care; I looked in an old but polished
shield, which served me for a mirror; methought my good looks had
wonderfully improved. I hurried beyond the precincts of the town, joy in
my soul, the beauty of heaven and earth around me. I turned my steps
towards the castle—I could look on its lofty turrets with lightness of
heart, for I was cured of love. My Bertha saw me afar off, as I came up
the avenue. I know not what sudden impulse animated her bosom, but at
the sight, she sprung with a light fawn-like bound down the marble
steps, and was hastening towards me. But I had been perceived by another
person. The old high-born hag, who called herself her protectress, and
was her tyrant, had seen me also; she hobbled, panting, up the terrace;
a page, as ugly as herself, held up her train, and fanned her as she
hurried along, and stopped my fair girl with a “How, now, my bold
mistress? whither so fast? Back to your cage—hawks are abroad!”
Bertha clasped her hands—her eyes were still bent on my approaching
figure. I saw the contest. How I abhorred the old crone who checked
the kind impulses of my Bertha’s softening heart. Hitherto, respect
for her rank had caused me to avoid the lady of the castle; now I
disdained such trivial considerations. I was cured of love, and lifted
above all human fears; I hastened forwards, and soon reached the
terrace. How lovely Bertha looked! her eyes flashing fire, her cheeks
glowing with impatience and anger, she was a thousand times more
graceful and charming than ever. I no longer loved—Oh no! I
adored—worshipped—idolized her!
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