Tales and Stories: Now First CollectedShelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Tales and Stories: Now First Collected
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
I desired to see the world, and I was indulged. I went to Florence, to
Rome, to Naples; thence I passed to Toulon, and at length reached what
had long been the bourne of my wishes, Paris. There was wild work in
Paris then. The poor king, Charles the Sixth, now sane, now mad, now a
monarch, now an abject slave, was the very mockery of humanity. The
queen, the dauphin, the Duke of Burgundy, alternately friends and
foes,—now meeting in prodigal feasts, now shedding blood in
rivalry,—were blind to the miserable state of their country, and the
dangers that impended over it, and gave themselves wholly up to
dissolute enjoyment or savage strife. My character still followed me. I
was arrogant and self-willed; I loved display, and above all, I threw
off all control. My young friends were eager to foster passions which
furnished them with pleasures. I was deemed handsome—I was master of
every knightly accomplishment. I was disconnected with any political
party. I grew a favourite with all: my presumption and arrogance was
pardoned in one so young: I became a spoiled child. Who could control
me? not the letters and advice of Torella—only strong necessity visiting
me in the abhorred shape of an empty purse. But there were means to
refill this void. Acre after acre, estate after estate, I sold. My
dress, my jewels, my horses and their caparisons, were almost unrivalled
in gorgeous Paris, while the lands of my inheritance passed into
possession of others.
The Duke of Orleans was waylaid and murdered by the Duke of Burgundy.
Fear and terror possessed all Paris. The dauphin and the queen shut
themselves up; every pleasure was suspended. I grew weary of this state
of things, and my heart yearned for my boyhood’s haunts. I was nearly a
beggar, yet still I would go there, claim my bride, and rebuild my
fortunes. A few happy ventures as a merchant would make me rich again.
Nevertheless, I would not return in humble guise. My last act was to
dispose of my remaining estate near Albaro for half its worth, for ready
money. Then I despatched all kinds of artificers, arras, furniture of
regal splendour, to fit up the last relic of my inheritance, my palace
in Genoa. I lingered a little longer yet, ashamed at the part of the
prodigal returned, which I feared I should play. I sent my horses. One
matchless Spanish jennet I despatched to my promised bride: its
caparisons flamed with jewels and cloth of gold. In every part I caused
to be entwined the initials of Juliet and her Guido. My present found
favour in hers and in her father’s eyes.
Still to return a proclaimed spendthrift, the mark of impertinent
wonder, perhaps of scorn, and to encounter singly the reproaches or
taunts of my fellow-citizens, was no alluring prospect. As a shield
between me and censure, I invited some few of the most reckless of my
comrades to accompany me: thus I went armed against the world, hiding a
rankling feeling, half fear and half penitence, by bravado.
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