Tales and Stories: Now First CollectedShelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Tales and Stories: Now First Collected
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
I began to walk towards Genoa. I was somewhat accustomed to my distorted
limbs; none were ever so ill-adapted for a straightforward movement; it
was with infinite difficulty that I proceeded. Then, too, I desired to
avoid all the hamlets strewed here and there on the sea-beach, for I was
unwilling to make a display of my hideousness. I was not quite sure
that, if seen, the mere boys would not stone me to death as I passed,
for a monster; some ungentle salutations I did receive from the few
peasants or fishermen I chanced to meet. But it was dark night before I
approached Genoa. The weather was so balmy and sweet that it struck me
that the Marchese and his daughter would very probably have quitted the
city for their country retreat. It was from Villa Torella that I had
attempted to carry off Juliet; I had spent many an hour reconnoitring
the spot, and knew each inch of ground in its vicinity. It was
beautifully situated, embosomed in trees, on the margin of a stream. As
I drew near, it became evident that my conjecture was right; nay,
moreover, that the hours were being then devoted to feasting and
merriment. For the house was lighted up; strains of soft and gay music
were wafted towards me by the breeze. My heart sank within me. Such was
the generous kindness of Torella’s heart that I felt sure that he would
not have indulged in public manifestations of rejoicing just after my
unfortunate banishment, but for a cause I dared not dwell upon.
The country people were all alive and flocking about; it became
necessary that I should conceal myself; and yet I longed to address some
one, or to hear others discourse, or in any way to gain intelligence of
what was really going on. At length, entering the walks that were in
immediate vicinity to the mansion, I found one dark enough to veil my
excessive frightfulness; and yet others as well as I were loitering in
its shade. I soon gathered all I wanted to know—all that first made my
very heart die with horror, and then boil with indignation. To-morrow
Juliet was to be given to the penitent, reformed, beloved
Guido—to-morrow my bride was to pledge her vows to a fiend from hell!
And I did this!—my accursed pride—my demoniac violence and wicked
self-idolatry had caused this act. For if I had acted as the wretch who
had stolen my form had acted—if, with a mien at once yielding and
dignified, I had presented myself to Torella, saying, I have done wrong,
forgive me; I am unworthy of your angel-child, but permit me to claim
her hereafter, when my altered conduct shall manifest that I abjure my
vices, and endeavour to become in some sort worthy of her. I go to serve
against the infidels; and when my zeal for religion and my true
penitence for the past shall appear to you to cancel my crimes, permit
me again to call myself your son. Thus had he spoken; and the penitent
was welcomed even as the prodigal son of Scripture: the fatted calf was
killed for him; and he, still pursuing the same path, displayed such
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