Tales and Stories: Now First CollectedShelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Tales and Stories: Now First Collected
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
It is impossible to describe his refined artifice, or the wonderful
assiduity with which he watched by his concealed net till I was
completely immeshed. He contrived first that I should consent to listen
to him talking of his passion; then he excited my pity for his
sufferings—he was eloquent in describing them and in exalting my merits.
He asked for so little, he seemed so humble; but he was importunate, and
never gave up the smallest advantage he had once gained. Forgotten by my
uncle, unknown and unregarded by the rest of the world, I was delivered
over to his machinations. Day after day he renewed them. He discerned
and worked upon every weakness of my character. My fear to do wrong; my
alarm at the idea of being the occasion of pain; my desire to preserve
my integrity without a flaw,—these might be termed virtues; but,
distorted and exaggerated by natural conceit and youthful inexperience,
they rendered me a too easy prey. At last he extracted from me a promise
to marry him when I should be of age. This pledge seemed the only method
left me to prove my delicacy and truth. I gave it the more readily
because I admired his talents, and believed that he deserved a better
wife than I, and that my want of love was a fault in me for which I
ought to compensate to him. With all the rashness and inexperience of my
age, I confess that I even tried to conceal my latent aversion; so that
when, after having obtained my promise, he went away for a week, I
willingly assented to his request that I should correspond with him, and
my letters were full of affection. I found it easier to write than speak
what I did not really feel, and was glad to show my gratitude and my
sense of his attachment at an easy rate. At the same time, I consented
to keep our engagement secret, that thus I might have an excuse for
preserving the reserve of my conduct. I took advantage of this wish on
his part to insist on his leaving me for a time. I was glad when he
went, yet mortified at the readiness of his obedience.
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