Tales and Stories: Now First CollectedShelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Tales and Stories: Now First Collected
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
Two mortal days passed, and I was still in my solitude, receiving no
intelligence, except, indeed, such as was contained in a letter from
Vernon. In this he demanded me as a right, and fiercely insisted that I
should keep my faith with him; but he did not allude to the scene in the
park, nor to his strange assertions there. I threw the letter from me as
unworthy of notice or thought. The third morning brought me one from my
uncle. I tore it open with uncontrollable impatience: these were the
contents:—
“Clinton, my dear Ellen, insists that I should join you at Beech
Grove; but I cannot persuade myself to do so till I have your
leave—till I have confessed my villainy, and besought your
forgiveness, in addition to that of my noble-hearted boy, whom I
devoted to ruin before his birth, and who has pardoned me. It is a
hateful subject—unfit for your ears, my gentle, virtuous girl, and I
must hurry it over. When I first knew Miss Towers, I had no idea of
marrying her; for she was poor and of humble birth. We loved each
other, and she was willing to become mine on my own terms. Our
intercourse was betrayed to her parents; and to appease them, and
please Matilda, I declared that we were married. My assertion was
credited; Matilda assumed my name, and all the world, all her little
world, was deceived; while at the same time I declared to my father
that she was merely my mistress. He did not believe me. Thus I
became entangled. A little before the birth of our second boy my
father died, and my grandfather offered me two thousand a year on
condition that I would secure the whole estate to my eldest son. I
loved Matilda; my fears were dissipated by my father’s death, and by
this acknowledgment of my union by my grandfather. I married her;
and, three days after Vernon’s birth, signed the settlement of
entail. Such is my story. Lady Gray’s character necessitated the
concealment from every human being of the period when the marriage
was celebrated. My noble, beloved Clinton assumed the elder son’s
place. I dared not reveal the truth; nay, I fancied that I benefited
him by allowing him to fill this false position till my death. He
has undeceived me; but he has not cursed me. From the moment I saw
you, I designed that you should repair my faults towards him, as you
alone could. I believed that you were formed for each other; I was
not mistaken there. I meant to acknowledge all before your marriage,
but I believed that if once your affections were engaged, you would
not reject my son from base and worldly-minded considerations. Am I
not right also in this? Meanwhile, Clinton was abroad, and I became
uneasy at observing the pains which Vernon took to ingratiate
himself with you, and the intimacy which you encouraged. I forbade
him to remain with you at Beech Grove—he defied me. Then I tried to
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