That moment was one of bitterness to the new-made wife--to the discarded
daughter; and, for a time, all the feelings that had led to her
violation of filial duty--all the excuses she had framed to herself
for breaking its sacred obligations--all the "shortcomings" of love she
had been subjected to in her own home--and all--ay, even all the love,
passing speech, which had bound up her life with Walter Barnard's--all
was forgotten--merged in one absorbing agony of distress, at the sudden
and violent wrench-asunder of Nature's first and holiest ties. She clung
to the side-post of the old gate that opened to her paternal domain--to
the house of her fathers. She kissed the bars that excluded her for
ever. Was it for ever? A gleam of hope brightened in her streaming
eyes--"Her dear Armand! Le petit frère would return to the Manoir, and
_he_ would never shut its gates against poor Madelaine."
Her husband availed himself of the auspicious moment; he encouraged her
hopes, and she listened with the eager simplicity of a child; he spoke
words of comfort, and she was comforted; of love, and she forgot her
fault and her remorse--her home--her friends--the world--and everything
in it but himself.
Three days from that ever-memorable morning, la petite Madelaine stood
with her husband upon English ground, but for him, a stranger in a
strange land--the portionless bride of a poor subaltern. For though she
had brought with her all the "effets" which, through Madame's special
indulgence, she had been permitted to remove from her own little
turret-chamber, they helped but poorly towards the future ménage,
consisting only of her scanty wardrobe, a few books (her most precious
property), a little embroidered purse, containing a louis-d'or, sundry
old silver coins, and pièces de dix sous, a bonbonnière full of dragées,
a birthday present from le petit frère, a gold etui, the gift of her
grandmother, and a pair of silver sugar-tongs, the bequest of old
Jeannette. To this splendid inventory she was, however, graciously
allowed to annex the transfer of honest Roland, her father's ancient
servitor, who, as if endowed with rational comprehension, made shift to
leap into the cart which conveyed to Caen the poor possessions of his
master's daughter, and came crouching to her feet, with looks and
actions needing no interpretation to speak intelligibly--"Mistress!
lead on, and I will follow thee."
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