He had almost reached it, his head drooping at the thought of the
terrible curse, when a ruffianly man jostled him. “Who are you? Go; I
need you not.”
“Signor, I am a man who has a dagger at your service, ready at a word!”
“You are a thief.”
“No; but a man who for money will rid you of your rival. You have a
rival.”
“Who is he?”
“Is not your mistress near at hand?”
The fool trembled violently for a little; but recovering, he hurriedly
asked how much the fellow would charge to kill a man? How he would be
sure to slay him?
The brigand said he struck his victims in the street, or in his own
house.
His own house? How was that?
Said the brigand--his sister danced in the streets, she decoyed the man
who was to fall, and, by his faith, the matter was at an end. And how
did he kill? By his faith, noiselessly, with the sword which he then
carried.
The fool hurriedly asked where he could meet him again, if he might want
him--was told here, at that very spot, on any night. Rigoletto gave some
money, and the ruffian slouched away.
Instead of opening the door, the fool stood looking after the brigand,
and thinking what difference was there much between them? If the brigand
wounded with his steel, he, the fool, thrust and wounded with his
tongue. Then again he thought of the terrible curse, and turned towards
a gloomy house at hand--the house of the very man who had but now cursed
him. Then he thought that if he were bad, ’twas not his will, but the
wills of nature and of men. To be deformed, to be a fool, to be
condemned to laugh against his will, never to be pitied, never to gain
tears! Then he frowned as he thought of the cowardly and hateful
courtiers, and then again he was thinking of the awful curse--for surely
a curse by one condemned to death might live--might live! He trembled as
he asked himself why this thought so clung to him? Then warily he opened
the door and crept in--into a courtyard, a jealous courtyard, which hid
what it held from the common gaze by great high walls.
To him ran a beautiful girl, who kissed and embraced him. A mistress?
No! no! His daughter--his daughter, whom he so loved, who made him
human, who made him fear the curse! The mother of that girl had married
him for pity’s sake, and the poor fool’s daughter knew not what her
father was. She often wondered; and now, on this very night; she no
sooner saw him than she began asking him gaily to tell her the long
promised secret. She prayed him to tell her who had been her mother,
what he himself, her father, was.
He confusedly parried her questions, and told her hurriedly that she
must never leave the house--never except to prayers. She answered that
for now three months he had ever spoken so; should she never, never see
the city? Again he only warned her never to leave the house, and
trembled as he thought that if he lost her they would only laugh at a
poor fool’s loss.
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