I now, however, began to grow very impatient of remaining at
school, to be flogged for things that I did not like. I longed
for variety, especially now that I had not my uncle’s to resort
to, by way of diversifying the dullness of school with the
dreariness of his country seat. I was now turned of sixteen; tall
for my age, and full of idle fancies. I had a roving,
inextinguishable desire to see different kinds of life, and
different orders of society; and this vagrant humor had been
fostered in me by Tom Dribble, the prime wag and great genius of
the school, who had all the rambling propensities of a poet.
I used to set at my desk in the school, on a fine summer’s day,
and instead of studying the book which lay open before me, my eye
was gazing through the window on the green fields and blue hills.
How I envied the happy groups seated on the tops of
stage-coaches, chatting, and joking, and laughing, as they were
whirled by the school-house, on their way to the metropolis. Even
the wagoners trudging along beside their ponderous teams, and
traversing the kingdom, from one end to the other, were objects
of envy to me. I fancied to myself what adventures they must
experience, and what odd scenes of life they must witness. All
this was doubtless the poetical temperament working within me,
and tempting me forth into a world of its own creation, which I
mistook for the world of real life.
While my mother lived, this strange propensity to roam was
counteracted by the stronger attractions of home, and by the
powerful ties of affection, which drew me to her side; but now
that she was gone, the attractions had ceased; the ties were
severed. I had no longer an anchorage ground for my heart; but
was at the mercy of every vagrant impulse. Nothing but the narrow
allowance on which my father kept me, and the consequent penury
of my purse, prevented me from mounting the top of a stage-coach
and launching myself adrift on the great ocean of life.
Just about this time the village was agitated for a day or two,
by the passing through of several caravans, containing wild
beasts, and other spectacles for a great fair annually held at a
neighboring town.
I had never seen a fair of any consequence, and my curiosity was
Powerfully awakened by this bustle of preparation. I gazed with
respect and wonder at the vagrant personages who accompanied
these caravans. I loitered about the village inn, listening with
curiosity and delight to the slang talk and cant jokes of the
showmen and their followers; and I felt an eager desire to
witness this fair, which my fancy decked out as something
wonderfully fine.
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