I now was carried away by the hurry of gay life, so intoxicating
to a young man; and which a man of poetical temperament enjoys so
highly on his first tasting of it. That rapid variety of
sensations; that whirl of brilliant objects; that succession of
pungent pleasures. I had no time for thought; I only felt. I
never attempted to write poetry; my poetry seemed all to go off
by transpiration. I lived poetry; it was all a poetical dream to
me. A mere sensualist knows nothing of the delights of a splendid
metropolis. He lives in a round of animal gratifications and
heartless habits. But to a young man of poetical feelings it is
an ideal world; a scene of enchantment and delusion; his
imagination is in perpetual excitement, and gives a spiritual
zest to every pleasure.
A season of town life somewhat sobered me of my intoxication; or
rather I was rendered more serious by one of my old complaints—I
fell in love. It was with a very pretty, though a very haughty
fair one, who had come to London under the care of an old maiden
aunt, to enjoy the pleasures of a winter in town, and to get
married. There was not a doubt of her commanding a choice of
lovers; for she had long been the belle of a little cathedral
town; and one of the prebendaries had absolutely celebrated her
beauty in a copy of Latin verses.
I paid my court to her, and was favorably received both by her
and her aunt. Nay, I had a marked preference shown me over the
younger son of a needy baronet, and a captain of dragoons on half
pay. I did not absolutely take the field in form, for I was
determined not to be precipitate; but I drove my equipage
frequently through the street in which she lived, and was always
sure to see her at the window, generally with a book in her hand.
I resumed my knack at rhyming, and sent her a long copy of
verses; anonymously to be sure; but she knew my handwriting. They
displayed, however, the most delightful ignorance on the subject.
The young lady showed them to me; wondered who they could be
written by; and declared there was nothing in this world she
loved so much as poetry: while the maiden aunt would put her
pinching spectacles on her nose, and read them, with blunders in
sense and sound, that were excruciating to an author’s ears;
protesting there was nothing equal to them in the whole elegant
extracts.
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