I determined that it must be some choice saying of mine, that was
handled about in this knot of merry beauties, and I determined to
enjoy one of my good things in the rebound.
I stepped gently, therefore, up the room, smiling at every one as
I passed, who I must say all smiled and tittered in return. I
approached the group, smirking and perking my chin, like a man
who is full of pleasant feeling, and sure of being well received.
The cluster of little belles opened as I advanced.
Heavens and earth! whom should I perceive in the midst of them,
but my early and tormenting flame, the everlasting Sacharissa!
She was grown up, it is true, into the full beauty of womanhood,
but showed by the provoking merriment of her countenance, that
she perfectly recollected me, and the ridiculous flagellations of
which she had twice been the cause.
I saw at once the exterminating cloud of ridicule that was
bursting over me. My crest fell. The flame of love went suddenly
out in my bosom; or was extinguished by overwhelming shame. How I
got down the room I know not; I fancied every one tittering at
me. Just as I reached the door, I caught a glance of my mistress
and her aunt, listening to the whispers of my poetic rival; the
old lady raising her hands and eyes, and the face of the young
one lighted up with scorn ineffable. I paused to see no more; but
made two steps from the top of the stairs to the bottom. The next
morning, before sunrise, I beat a retreat; and did not feel the
blushes cool from my tingling cheeks until I had lost sight of
the old towers of the cathedral.
I now returned to town thoughtful and crestfallen. My money was
nearly spent, for I had lived freely and without calculation. The
dream of love was over, and the reign of pleasure at an end. I
determined to retrench while I had yet a trifle left; so selling
my equipage and horses for half their value, I quietly put the
money in my pocket and turned pedestrian. I had not a doubt that,
with my great expectations, I could at any time raise funds,
either on usury or by borrowing; but I was principled against
both one and the other; and resolved, by strict economy, to make
my slender purse hold out, until my uncle should give up the
ghost; or rather, the estate.
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