How thoughtful a little adversity makes one. As I came in sight
of the school-house where I had so often been flogged in the
cause of wisdom, you would hardly have recognized the truant boy
who but a few years since had eloped so heedlessly from its
walls. I leaned over the paling of the playground, and watched
the scholars at their games, and looked to see if there might not
be some urchin among them, like I was once, full of gay dreams
about life and the world. The play-ground seemed smaller than
when I used to sport about it. The house and park, too, of the
neighboring squire, the father of the cruel Sacharissa, had
shrunk in size and diminished in magnificence. The distant hills
no longer appeared so far off, and, alas! no longer awakened
ideas of a fairy land beyond.
As I was rambling pensively through a neighboring meadow, in
which I had many a time gathered primroses, I met the very
pedagogue who had been the tyrant and dread of my boyhood. I had
sometimes vowed to myself, when suffering under his rod, that I
would have my revenge if ever I met him when I had grown to be a
man. The time had come; but I had no disposition to keep my vow.
The few years which had matured me into a vigorous man had shrunk
him into decrepitude. He appeared to have had a paralytic stroke.
I looked at him, and wondered that this poor helpless mortal
could have been an object of terror to me! That I should have
watched with anxiety the glance of that failing eye, or dreaded
the power of that trembling hand! He tottered feebly along the
path, and had some difficulty in getting over a stile. I ran and
assisted him. He looked at me with surprise, but did not
recognize me, and made a low bow of humility and thanks. I had no
disposition to make myself known, for I felt that I had nothing
to boast of. The pains he had taken and the pains he had
inflicted had been equally useless. His repeated predictions were
fully verified, and I felt that little Jack Buckthorne, the idle
boy, had grown up to be a very good-for-nothing man.
This is all very comfortless detail; but as I have told you of my
follies, it is meet that I show you how for once I was schooled
for them.
The most thoughtless of mortals will some time or other have this
day of gloom, when he will be compelled to reflect. I felt on
this occasion as if I had a kind of penance to perform, and I
made a pilgrimage in expiation of my past levity.
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