My father was passing by; he stopped not to inquire the reason,
nor indeed could he read the long course of mental sufferings
which were the real cause. He rebuked me with anger and scorn; he
summoned all the haughtiness of his nature, and grandeur of his
look, to give weight to the contumely with which he treated me. I
felt I had not deserved it—I felt that I was not appreciated—I
felt that I had that within me which merited better treatment; my
heart swelled against a father’s injustice. I broke through my
habitual awe of him. I replied to him with impatience; my hot
spirit flushed in my cheek and kindled in my eye, but my
sensitive heart swelled as quickly, and before I had half vented
my passion I felt it suffocated and quenched in my tears. My
father was astonished and incensed at this turning of the worm,
and ordered me to my chamber. I retired in silence, choking with
contending emotions.
I had not been long there when I overheard voices in an adjoining
apartment. It was a consultation between my father and the monk,
about the means of getting me back quietly to the convent. My
resolution was taken. I had no longer a home nor a father. That
very night I left the paternal roof. I got on board a vessel
about making sail from the harbor, and abandoned myself to the
wide world. No matter to what port she steered; any part of so
beautiful a world was better than my convent. No matter where I
was cast by fortune; any place would be more a home to me than
the home I had left behind. The vessel was bound to Genoa. We
arrived there after a voyage of a few days.
As I entered the harbor, between the moles which embrace it, and
beheld the amphitheatre of palaces and churches and splendid
gardens, rising one above another, I felt at once its title to
the appellation of Genoa the Superb. I landed on the mole an
utter stranger, without knowing what to do, or whither to direct
my steps. No matter; I was released from the thraldom of the
convent and the humiliations of home! When I traversed the Strada
Balbi and the Strada Nuova, those streets of palaces, and gazed
at the wonders of architecture around me; when I wandered at
close of day, amid a gay throng of the brilliant and the
beautiful, through the green alleys of the Aqua Verdi, or among
the colonnades and terraces of the magnificent Doria Gardens, I
thought it impossible to be ever otherwise than happy in Genoa.
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