A few days sufficed to show me my mistake. My scanty purse was
exhausted, and for the first time in my life I experienced the
sordid distress of penury. I had never known the want of money,
and had never adverted to the possibility of such an evil. I was
ignorant of the world and all its ways; and when first the idea
of destitution came over my mind its effect was withering. I was
wandering pensively through the streets which no longer delighted
my eyes, when chance led my stops into the magnificent church of
the Annunciata.
A celebrated painter of the day was at that moment superintending
the placing of one of his pictures over an altar. The proficiency
which I had acquired in his art during my residence in the
convent had made me an enthusiastic amateur. I was struck, at the
first glance, with the painting. It was the face of a Madonna. So
innocent, so lovely, such a divine expression of maternal
tenderness! I lost for the moment all recollection of myself in
the enthusiasm of my art. I clasped my hands together, and
uttered an ejaculation of delight. The painter perceived my
emotion. He was flattered and gratified by it. My air and manner
pleased him, and he accosted me. I felt too much the want of
friendship to repel the advances of a stranger, and there was
something in this one so benevolent and winning that in a moment
he gained my confidence.
I told him my story and my situation, concealing only my name and
rank. He appeared strongly interested by my recital; invited me
to his house, and from that time I became his favorite pupil. He
thought he perceived in me extraordinary talents for the art, and
his encomiums awakened all my ardor. What a blissful period of my
existence was it that I passed beneath his roof. Another being
seemed created within me, or rather, all that was amiable and
excellent was drawn out. I was as recluse as ever I had been at
the convent, but how different was my seclusion. My time was
spent in storing my mind with lofty and poetical ideas; in
meditating on all that was striking and noble in history or
fiction; in studying and tracing all that was sublime and
beautiful in nature. I was always a visionary, imaginative being,
but now my reveries and imaginings all elevated me to rapture.
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