Andora moaned, “Don’t you feel _anything at all?_” as the socks landed in
her hollow bosom; but Lizzie, intent upon her task, tranquilly continued
to unfold and sort. She felt a great deal as she did so, but her
feelings were too deep and delicate for the simplifying process of
speech. She only knew that each article she drew from the trunks sent
through her the long tremor of Deering’s touch. It was part of her
wonderful new life that everything belonging to him contained an
infinitesimal fraction of himself--a fraction becoming visible in the
warmth of her love as certain secret elements become visible in rare
intensities of temperature. And in the case of the objects before
her, poor shabby witnesses of his days of failure, what they gave out
acquired a special poignancy from its contrast to his present cherished
state. His shirts were all in round dozens now, and washed as carefully
as old lace. As for his socks, she knew the pattern of every pair, and
would have liked to see the washerwoman who dared to mislay one, or
bring it home with the colors “run”! And in these homely tokens of his
well-being she saw the symbol of what her tenderness had brought him.
He was safe in it, encompassed by it, morally and materially, and she
defied the embattled powers of malice to reach him through the armor of
her love. Such feelings, however, were not communicable, even had one
desired to express them: they were no more to be distinguished from the
sense of life itself than bees from the lime-blossoms in which they
murmur.
“Oh, do _look_ at him, Lizzie! He’s found out how to open the bag!”
Lizzie lifted her head to smile a moment at her son, who sat throned on
a heap of studio rubbish, with Andora before him on adoring knees.
She thought vaguely, “Poor Andora!” and then resumed the discouraged
inspection of a buttonless white waistcoat. The next sound she was aware
of was a fluttered exclamation from her friend.
“Why, Lizzie, do you know what he used the bag for? To keep your letters
in!”
Lizzie looked up more quickly. She was aware that Andora’s pronoun had
changed its object, and was now applied to Deering. And it struck her
as odd, and slightly disagreeable, that a letter of hers should be found
among the rubbish abandoned in her husband’s New York lodgings.
“How funny! Give it to me, please.”
“Give the bag to Aunt Andora, darling! Here--look inside, and see what
else a big big boy can find there! Yes, here’s another! Why, why--”
Lizzie rose with a shade of impatience and crossed the floor to the
romping group beside the other trunk.
“What is it? Give me the letters, please.” As she spoke, she suddenly
recalled the day when, in Mme. Clopin’s _pension_, she had addressed a
similar behest to Andora Macy.
Andora had lifted a look of startled conjecture. “Why, this one’s never
been opened! Do you suppose that awful woman could have kept it from
him?”
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