The spring, that year, was delicious to Betton. His college professor
continued to address him tersely but cogently at fixed intervals, and
twice a week eight serried pages came from Florida. There were other
letters, too; he had the solace of feeling that at last “Abundance” was
making its way, was reaching the people who, as Vyse said, read slowly
because they read intelligently. But welcome as were all these proofs
of his restored authority they were but the background of his happiness.
His life revolved for the moment about the personality of his two
chief correspondents. The professor’s letters satisfied his craving for
intellectual recognition, and the satisfaction he felt in them proved
how completely he had lost faith in himself. He blushed to think that
his opinion of his work had been swayed by the shallow judgments of
a public whose taste he despised. Was it possible that he had allowed
himself to think less well of “Abundance” because it was not to
the taste of the average novel-reader? Such false humility was less
excusable than the crudest appetite for praise: it was ridiculous to
try to do conscientious work if one’s self-esteem were at the mercy
of popular judgments. All this the professor’s letters delicately
and indirectly conveyed to Betton, with the result that the author of
“Abundance” began to recognize in it the ripest flower of his genius.
But if the professor understood his book, the girl in Florida understood
_him;_ and Betton was fully alive to the superior qualities of
discernment which this process implied. For his lovely correspondent
his novel was but the starting-point, the pretext of her discourse: he
himself was her real object, and he had the delicious sense, as their
exchange of thoughts proceeded, that she was interested in “Abundance”
because of its author, rather than in the author because of his book. Of
course she laid stress on the fact that his ideas were the object of
her contemplation; but Betton’s agreeable person had permitted him some
insight into the incorrigible subjectiveness of female judgments, and he
was pleasantly aware, from the lady’s tone, that she guessed him to be
neither old nor ridiculous. And suddenly he wrote to ask if he might see
her. ...
The answer was long in coming. Betton fumed at the delay, watched,
wondered, fretted; then he received the one word “Impossible.”
He wrote back more urgently, and awaited the reply with increasing
eagerness. A certain shyness had kept him from once more modifying the
instructions regarding his mail, and Strett still carried the letters
directly to Vyse. The hour when he knew they were passing under the
latter’s eyes was now becoming intolerable to Betton, and it was a
profound relief when the secretary, suddenly advised of his father’s
illness, asked permission to absent himself for a fortnight.
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