Tales of My Time, Vol. 1 (of 3): Who Is She?Scargill, William Pitt
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Tales of My Time, Vol. 1 (of 3): Who Is She?
Scargill, William Pitt
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Why am I thus forsaken? Why this homeless, houseless, friendless
thing? This is the rankling thorn--the sharp arrow which festers
and corrodes my vitals--which haunts me in visions of the night,
and paralyzes every energy of soul by day. All other ills I can
bear; and believe that they are good for me. You tell me that the
pretty folly, the imploring weakness, the passive non-resistance of
Lord Turnstock's sister, are fascinating; and you want me to copy
without having seen the original. Much as I love to try and please
you, and grateful as I feel for your wish to render me more capable
of doing so, I cannot promise docility in this respect. Dear Mr.
Playfair's words are engraven on my memory, and his very last
letter repeats them. He bids me follow nature, and avoid every
species of affectation. He reminds me that there are two glossaries
which interpret the same words by different methods; that the timid
supplication, the credulous innocence, the nervous sensibility, so
captivating in a young beauty, are explained by far other terms in
wives, sisters, daughters, and known in them by the harsher
epithets of troublesome helplessness, ignorance, and fatiguing
egotism, when the vapouring dreams of a youthful gallant are
sobered into the honest but too often uncourteous phrase of
husband, father, brother.
"This advice may seem to have no application to one who is a
stranger to _all_ the endearing relations of life, who has never
known the blessing of those tender ties which bind the heart in
sweet, yet wholesome, bondage; but truth is always the same. Let me
pursue my homely track unseen. It will lead me to the quiet grave,
where all my sorrows will have an end, but oh! my dearest Algernon,
beware of the vortex into which _you_ are gliding; your parents can
not supply your increasing demands upon their resources. They
already feel your extravagance. Fly temptation, while it is still
in your power to break the spell. You are undone if you accompany
the Marquess. Oh! do not plunge us in despair. Mr. Playfair has the
worst opinion of your associates, and I believe has written a
warning letter to your father, suggested by his knowledge of Lord
Turnstock's general character; I write in secret, and this will
reach you by a private hand; farewell," &c.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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