Egypt -- Fiction; Mystery and detective stories; Short stories
"I can bear it no longer, _effendim_. Another night out in the desert,
with the cruel moon beating, beating, beating upon my brain, with
creeping things coming out from the rocks, wriggling, wriggling, their
many feet making whisperings in the sand--ah, it will kill me! And I
am for ever outcast from my tribe, from my people. No tent of all the
Arabs, though I fly to the gates of Damascus, is open to me, save I
enter in shame, as a slave, as a plaything, as a toy. My
heart"--furiously she beat upon her breast--"is empty and desolate,
_effendim_. I am meaner than the lowliest thing that creeps upon the
sand; yet the God that made that creeping thing made me also--and you,
you, who are merciful and strong, would not crush any creature because
it was weak and helpless."
I had released her wrist now, and was looking down at her in a sort
of stupor. The evil which at first I had seemed to perceive in her was
effaced, wiped out as an artist wipes out an error in his drawing. Her
dark beauty was speaking to me in a language of its own; a strange
language, yet one so intelligible that I struggled in vain to
disregard it. And her voice, her gestures, and the witch-fire of her
eyes were whipping up my blood to a fever heat of passionate
sorrow--of despair. Yes, incredible as it sounds, despair!
In short, as I see it now, this siren of the wilderness was playing
upon me as an accomplished musician might play upon a harp, striking
this string and that at will, and sounding each with such full notes
as they had rarely, if ever, emitted before.
Most damnable anomaly of all, I--Edward Neville, archæologist, most
prosy and matter-of-fact man in Cairo, perhaps--_knew_ that this nomad
who had burst into my tent, upon whom I had set eyes for the first
time scarce three minutes before, held me enthralled; and yet, with
her wondrous eyes upon me, I could summon up no resentment, and could
offer but poor resistance.
"In the Little Oasis, _effendim_, I have a sister who will admit me
into her household, if only as a servant. There I can be safe, there
I can rest. O _Inglîsi_, at home in England you have a sister of your
own! Would you see her pursued, a hunted thing from rock to rock,
crouching for shelter in the lair of some jackal, stealing that she
might live--and flying always, never resting, her heart leaping for
fear, flying, flying, with nothing but dishonor before her?"
She shuddered and clasped my left hand in both her own convulsively,
pulling it down to her bosom.
"There can be only one thing, _effendim_," she whispered. "Do you not
see the white bones bleaching in the sun?"
Throwing all my resolution into the act, I released my hand from her
clasp, and, turning aside, sat down upon the box which served me as
chair and table, too.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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