"My dear Amy! no; I am too well assured of her affection not to be
always the better if she is near." Lady Nithsdale's eyes were for a
moment suffused, for it often happens that a slight emotion draws tears
which are frozen in their cells by stronger and deeper ones. "The spot
is a retired one, I trust; not within sight of the prisoners: I would
not that my lord should guess or suspect that I was present!"--she
clasped her hands,--"it might unman him; his voice might falter; his
lips might quiver; and the world might fancy it could be through fear!
Oh! he must not, must not see me!" she repeated with earnestness.
"I thought of that," replied the considerate Mrs. Morgan, "and the
seats provided are near the door--a back entrance--through which you
may easily withdraw whenever you may see fit. But still I doubt whether
I am a true friend in assisting you in this business. I fear it is
rather yielding weakness, than true kindness, as my poor father used to
say.--The scene will be too much for you."
"Did not Lady Russell act as her lord's secretary during his trial?
Woman's affection in her over-came woman's weakness. She wavered not,
she trembled not, at the time;--though afterwards she wept herself
blind!--And was her husband more worthy of a wife's devotion than is
mine? Did she, could she, love him with more passionate fervour than
I do my own dear, dear, noble lord?--Oh no! for she had loved before;
he was not the first and only object of the concentrated affection of
a whole life! She had been bound by previous ties! She had known joys
and sorrows unconnected with him; but I--my existence was a blank till
it was wound up in his! Depend upon it, dear Mrs. Morgan, what woman's
love has done, what woman's love can do, the love that warms this bosom
can accomplish! You need not doubt me. I will not expose myself, nor
you, to observation or remark."
The colour had returned into her pale cheeks, her eye gleamed with a
holy brilliancy, her brow assumed an air of lofty resolution, and all
present felt assured that, however strong might be her feelings of
tenderness, she possessed the courage which could subdue them to her
will.
The next day she found herself, as had been previously arranged, in
the seats prepared by the Earl of Dorset, who himself conducted them
through the crowd. The Earl of Pembroke also, who was nearly related to
the Powis family, was not wanting in every kindness and attention.
The Countess of Nithsdale's deportment was perfectly collected. The
dress of the day, which allowed much of the form to be concealed by a
black silk mantle, and the face to be buried in the hood, enabled her
to escape all observation.
A considerable time elapsed before those of whom the court was composed
were seated in their due order, and that the prisoners were summoned.
She had time to look round with awe upon the innumerable heads with
which the floor of the Hall seemed, as it were, to be paved.
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