It may be true, that unclouded prosperity sometimes hardens the
heart, or, at least, renders the impressions made by sorrows which
have never been felt, and are consequently ill understood, but slight
and transient; and it is also true, that the having once known grief
opens the heart to the full comprehension of the feelings of one's
fellows,--but then it must be a grief that is past. While writhing
under present anxiety, while smarting under present agony, the warmest,
the most capacious heart is unable to take in the sufferings of others.
Human nature, in all things limited, can feel but to a certain extent;
and when every faculty of the soul is absorbed by present, actual
evil, there is no power left to feel that which is not personal. Mrs.
Morgan, happy and prosperous herself, had leisure to give herself to
the sufferings of Lady Nithsdale; she adopted them as her own--she
entered into them heart and soul! While Lady Nairne, with all most dear
to herself at stake, could not but consider the concerns of another as
of very secondary interest, and would not have felt herself justified
in allowing compassion for a person, in no way connected with her,
to interfere in the slightest degree with her duties as a wife and a
mother. Lady Nithsdale would have been the first to admit such views
to be most just and fitting; but still the expressions of gratitude,
which had before been chilled, poured forth in eloquent profusion when
addressing Mrs. Morgan.
Upon her return to her own lodgings, she perceived that Amy Evans
learned with satisfaction, that a petition was to be presented to
the king, before the attempt was made to effect her lord's evasion.
Although resolved to assist to the utmost in carrying her lady's
plan into execution, she felt that escape from the Tower must be
impracticable; while, on the contrary, it seemed to her impossible that
any being with human affections could resist the voice, the words, the
pleading looks of her dear mistress!
The 13th arrived. Lady Nithsdale attired herself in deep mourning,
considering such a habit most suitable to a person under her
circumstances; but Amy gave an involuntary shudder as she looked upon
her lady in this ominous garb. The expression of her countenance did
not escape Lady Nithsdale's observation: "Start not, dear Amy, at this
sad-coloured dress. If it betokens anything, 'tis but the failure of
my this day's business. But it is not on the result of this day that I
rest my hopes. I wait on the king, for my lord wishes me to do so, and
I cannot choose but execute his behests; but I have slender hope of
moving him by my entreaties. It is to ourselves that we must look; to
our own efforts, Amy, aided by that Divine Providence, who deserts not
the humble in their need. I feel hope, strong hope, within my bosom;
but it is not of finding favour at the court. No! it is to a higher
power I look for salvation,--on Heaven that I place my reliance!"
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