The summer thus glided by; the autumn was equally tranquil; and Susan
learned to listen for the accustomed step; to know, without attending
to the village chimes, the very hour at which he usually dropped in,
and to recognise his hand upon the latch. But as the winter advanced,
and the days became short and the weather severe, when they could no
longer walk together in the fields, and that his visits were as much
to the old people as to Susan, he did not call so regularly; and Susan
listened in vain for the sound of his step on the gravel, or the turn
of his hand on the latch. In vain did she now count the hours and the
quarters most accurately. The usual time had long elapsed when he did
call, and sometimes he omitted to do so altogether. She could not
wonder; she told herself she ought to be grateful for all the kindness
she had met with; she was aware she had no right to reproach him, but
yet she felt her sorrows more acutely than before.
Old Nicholas was the first to remark upon George's frequent absence.
Some rumours had reached Susan's ears that George was not so steady as
he had formerly been; but she hastened to defend him and to account for
the manner in which his time was occupied. Though she might feel hurt
herself, it was painful to hear him blamed, and she dreaded hearing
herself pitied.
"Why, is not that seven o'clock?--five, six, seven,--yes, sure enough
it is seven o'clock," said old Nicholas, one Sunday evening just after
Christmas,--"and no George! He was not here last Sunday neither. I am
got so used to the young man, it seems quite dull when so many days go
by without his giving us a call."
"Young men must take a little pleasure sometimes, father! 'Tis always
the same thing here, and I dare say he likes a little change."
"That's quite true, Susan. I've been young in my day, and have had my
pleasure; and Sarah, she has known what it is to be light-hearted; and
we must not grudge young people what's natural at their age;"--then,
after a little while, he added, "but you, my poor girl, trouble is come
upon you before its time. It is all as it should be for us to bear our
trials and wait patiently till it pleases God to take us; but you, not
yet turned your two-and-twenty"----
"Don't pity me, father! that's just what I can't bear. I do very well
when I'm not pitied," exclaimed Susan, with a little touch of her
former petulance: "Thank you all the same, father, for thinking so
much about me," she added, in a few moments, with a subdued manner.
"But, hark! I hear his step! I know the sound of his nailed shoes on
the gravel;" and her head was raised, and her face turned to the door,
while a smile almost angelic in its sweetness played around her mouth.
"I am glad you are come, George," she said, "for father missed you so
much. Come in, and sit down by him, and tell him all the news."
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