Jane Dixon had originally liked George; and now that he was free again,
and that Susan Foster had, as it was well known, refused to marry
him, she saw no reason why she should not put forth all her store of
rustic allurements to win back her first love. George was by nature
steady and domestic: he had for two years been engaged to Susan, and
had therefore been in the habit of considering a wife, a family, a
home, as the enjoyments to which a poor man should look forward; and
although he had latterly been led to mix more with companions of loose
character, though he had loitered away many an evening at bowls or in
the ale-house, he was not happy while leading such a life. At first,
it was for the loss of Susan herself that he grieved; but in time
his regrets became less sentimental. He pined for a fire-side of his
own, his own chimney-nook, his hot rasher of bacon for supper, and
the kind attentions of a wife, even though that wife were not Susan
Foster. He was in a state of mind which laid him peculiarly open to
such attractions as Jane Dixon possessed; a tolerable share of beauty,
extreme good-humour, and, above all, a very decided predilection for
him, which she was at no pains to conceal. No wonder, then, if after
two years of hopeless attendance upon poor Susan, he should now find
himself engaged to Jane Dixon, and that the only difficulty which
remained, was to break the event to Susan.
Every time George entered their cottage, to bid them a hurrying good
morning, or to wish them a hasty good-night, Susan thought the moment
was arrived when he was going to announce to them the step he had
taken;--for she felt that he would not allow them to learn it only from
common report; and she judged rightly. Once, or twice, after having
wished them good night, he had lingered with his hand upon the latch
of the door, or had returned to ask some trifling question, and then
had hurried suddenly away. Each time she felt that the decisive moment
was come, and she worked herself up to receive the intelligence as she
ought. She thought she wished it over, and her mind at rest; and yet
she felt relieved when the door was closed, and she heard his step
receding along the little gravel path, and she might still think of him
as her George, and not as the promised husband of another.
CHAPTER VII.
Behold the herbage rich, in pride of June,
Pranked with gay flowrets dancing merrily
Beneath the sunbeams of the sultry noon,
While slumbering in their cells their perfumes lie.
But when the scythe sweeps on right sturdily,
Laying their sweet heads low, their spirits fling
Pure incense on the breeze ere yet they die;
So doth the chastening hand of sorrow bring
Virtues and graces forth, by joy left slumbering.
_Unpublished Poems._
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