Lady Blanche was in despair at her mother's grief. She now viewed her
own conduct with horror; but how to meet Lord Glenrith, with this
weight of guilt upon her mind?
"Look here," continued Lady Falkingham; "read this letter; all kindness
and generosity--receiving you into the family with joy, treating you
already as if you were their daughter!" Lady Falkingham gave Blanche
the joint epistle she had just received from Lord and Lady Wentnor,
expressing every thing most gratifying concerning the choice their son
had made.
Each word she read was a dagger to Lady Blanche's heart. "I cannot
overthrow all the happiness of these worthy people," she mentally
revolved, "and that of my parents, and of poor Lord Glenrith. I must
quell this foolish inclination,--I must fight a good fight, and I shall
conquer, I dare say. But it is hard, when now, for the first time, I
know myself beloved."
After a pause, she told her mother she would try to compose herself:
she implored her not to mention the subject to her father; she strove
to persuade her mother, and herself, that it was only a passing
feeling, a momentary agitation which would soon subside; that it had
been pique, that it was now gratified vanity--any thing, in short,
except love. Her mother was only too glad to be deceived, and assisted
her in her self-deception.
Lady Falkingham would have been very sorry to lose so estimable and so
unexceptionable a husband for her daughter; but the disgraceful _éclat_
of breaking off an engagement openly entered into and acknowledged, was
still more appalling to a person who had a salutary horror of being
"talked of." She had herself passed through life with the highest
character as a wife and as a mother. Her elder daughters had married
at a proper age, and in a proper manner. She looked upon a young
lady's first love as a silly affair, which has more to do with the
imagination than the heart; and if any of her other daughters had ever
felt a preference which had not received their mother's sanction, they
would never have ventured to confess it with that frankness which, in
spite of the education just described by Lady Falkingham, was one of
Blanche's characteristics.
CHAPTER IV.
Now have I shewed you bothe, these whyche ye lyst,
Stately fortune, or humble povertee:
That is to say, now lyeth it in your fyst
To take here bondage, or free libertee.
Sir Thomas More.
Captain De Molton had sent his servant to the neighbouring town to
procure him a chaise, that with the least possible delay he might carry
his project of departure into execution.
When he had in some measure recovered his self-possession, he made
his appearance at the breakfast-table, and informed Lady Westhope
that he was unexpectedly obliged to return to London, to arrange with
his father some matters connected with his exchange from his present
regiment, which, as Lady Westhope knew, was under orders for India.
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