Though Lady Falkingham, by her system of education, had not been
able to subdue the natural warmth of Lady Blanche's feelings, or her
somewhat head-long indulgence of them, she had succeeded in inspiring
her with her own horror of being subject to the animadversions or the
ridicule of the world, and Lady Blanche felt, more keenly than most
girls, what is considered as a disgrace by all who have been well
brought up.
She thought that the only mode of redeeming herself in the estimation
of others was to adopt manners the most reserved; and to justify,
by her scrupulous fidelity to the object for whom it was now pretty
generally understood she had rejected Lord Glenrith, the inconsistency
from which she could not clear herself.
Lady Falkingham, whose most ardent wish was to see her daughter
settled, was in a continual state of vexation at the distant and
chilling manner with which Blanche received the most common attentions.
There was truth in the charge her mother brought against her, of being
on the defensive, even before she was attacked: and though there is
nothing more attractive than the reserve which springs from innate
modesty, Lady Falkingham knew full well, that few things more offend
the self-love of men, and render them proof against the charms a woman
may really possess, than the reserve which seems to proceed from
contempt, or from a pre-determination to check their advances.
Blanche would gladly have passed her days in retirement, but her
parents believed that the only mode of effacing the impression made
by Captain De Molton was to place her in the society of others.
Moreover, to seclude herself entirely from the world, would be a tacit
acknowledgment of deserving blame. At all the usual places of amusement
they were consequently seen. But the calm brow of Lady Falkingham had
acquired a careful and discontented expression; and the bright glances
and glowing smile of Lady Blanche had given place to a cold and stately
pensiveness. She danced occasionally, but partners no longer disputed
the honour of her hand. She sometimes received compliments; nor did she
dislike them, for as she felt an internal dissatisfaction, she would
have enjoyed anything which tended to reconcile her to herself; but she
was so afraid of appearing to enjoy them, that she assumed a disdainful
manner which effectually prevented any recurrence of what appeared to
give offence.
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