England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“Well, it’s not very flattering to be _considered_, is it? ‘I’ll
consider’--that’s what one says to get out of the shop when a thing
costs too much.”
I had to ask one question. I did it as carelessly as possible. “Did you
happen to see Miss Constantine herself?”
“Oh yes; I saw Katharine. I _saw_ her, because she was in the room part
of the time, and I’m not blind,” said Jane crossly.
“I gather that she hardly took you into her full--her
inner--confidence?”
Jane’s reply was impolite in form, but answered my question
substantially in the affirmative. She added: “Lady Lexington told me
that she won’t say a word about her reasons. You won’t find it a
cheerful household.”
I did not. Jane was right there. I daresay my own cheerfulness was
artificial and spasmodic: the atmosphere of a family crisis is apt to
communicate itself to guests. It must not be understood that the
Lexingtons, or Miss Boots, or Mr Sharples, who was there again, were
other than perfectly kind to Katharine. On the contrary, they overdid
their kindness--overdid it portentously, in my opinion. They treated her
as though she were afflicted with a disease of the nerves, and must on
no account be worried or thwarted. If she had said that the moon was
made of green cheese they would have evaded a direct contradiction--they
might just have hinted at a shade of blue. She saw this; I can quite
understand that it annoyed her very much. For the rest, Lady Lexington’s
demeanour set the cue: “It must end all right; meanwhile we must bear
it.”
She and Mr Sharples and Miss Boots were all going to an afternoon
drawing-room meeting, but I was asked to stay and have tea. “You’ll give
him a cup of tea, won’t you, Katharine?” And did my ears deceive me, or
did Lady Lexington breathe into my ear, as she shook hands, the words,
“If you could say a word--tactfully!”? I believe she did; but Jane says
I dreamed it--or made it up, more likely. If she did say it, it argued
powerfully for her distress.
I had known Katharine Constantine pretty well for three or four years; I
had, indeed, some claim to call myself her friend. All the same, I did
not see my way to broach the engrossing subject to her, and I hardly
expected her to touch on it in talk with me. My idea was to prattle, to
distract her mind with gossip about other people. But she was, I think,
at the end of her patience both with herself and with her friends. Her
laugh was defiant as she said:
“Of course you know all about it? Jane has told you? And of course
you’re dying to tell me I’m a fool--as all the rest of them do! At any
rate, they let me see they think it.”
“I don’t want to talk about it. Let’s talk of anything else. I’ve got no
right----”
“I give you the right. You’re interested?”
“Oh, I can’t deny that. I’m human.”
She was looking very attractive to-day; her perplexity and worry seemed
to soften her; an unwonted air of appeal mitigated her assurance of
manner; she was pleasanter when she was not so confident of herself.
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