Kayerts and Carlier walked arm in arm, drawing close to one another
as children do in the dark; and they had the same, not altogether
unpleasant, sense of danger which one half suspects to be imaginary.
They chatted persistently in familiar tones. “Our station is prettily
situated,” said one. The other assented with enthusiasm, enlarging
volubly on the beauties of the situation. Then they passed near the
grave. “Poor devil!” said Kayerts. “He died of fever, didn’t he?”
muttered Carlier, stopping short. “Why,” retorted Kayerts, with
indignation, “I’ve been told that the fellow exposed himself recklessly
to the sun. The climate here, everybody says, is not at all worse than
at home, as long as you keep out of the sun. Do you hear that, Carlier?
I am chief here, and my orders are that you should not expose yourself
to the sun!” He assumed his superiority jocularly, but his meaning
was serious. The idea that he would, perhaps, have to bury Carlier and
remain alone, gave him an inward shiver. He felt suddenly that this
Carlier was more precious to him here, in the centre of Africa, than a
brother could be anywhere else. Carlier, entering into the spirit of the
thing, made a military salute and answered in a brisk tone, “Your
orders shall be attended to, chief!” Then he burst out laughing, slapped
Kayerts on the back and shouted, “We shall let life run easily here!
Just sit still and gather in the ivory those savages will bring. This
country has its good points, after all!” They both laughed loudly while
Carlier thought: “That poor Kayerts; he is so fat and unhealthy. It
would be awful if I had to bury him here. He is a man I respect.” . . .
Before they reached the verandah of their house they called one another
“my dear fellow.”
The first day they were very active, pottering about with hammers and
nails and red calico, to put up curtains, make their house habitable and
pretty; resolved to settle down comfortably to their new life. For them
an impossible task. To grapple effectually with even purely material
problems requires more serenity of mind and more lofty courage than
people generally imagine. No two beings could have been more unfitted
for such a struggle. Society, not from any tenderness, but because of
its strange needs, had taken care of those two men, forbidding them all
independent thought, all initiative, all departure from routine; and
forbidding it under pain of death. They could only live on condition of
being machines. And now, released from the fostering care of men with
pens behind the ears, or of men with gold lace on the sleeves, they were
like those lifelong prisoners who, liberated after many years, do not
know what use to make of their freedom. They did not know what use to
make of their faculties, being both, through want of practice, incapable
of independent thought.
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