The impetus was so great that she, although seeing her peril, could not
act sufficiently as a break on her impetuous companion to avert the
disaster. Another moment and they would have been in the street, amongst
the traffic, a disturbing meteor, whizzing out of sight, had they not
met the alarmed resistance of a considerable English family entering the
front door as Kreisler bore down upon it. It was one of those large,
featureless, human groups built up by a frigid and melancholy pair,
uncannily fecund, during interminable years of blankness. They received
this violent couple in their midst. The rush took Kreisler and his
partner half-way through, and there they stood embedded and unconscious
for many seconds. The English family then, with great dignity, disgorged
them and moved on.
The widow had come somewhat under the fascination of Kreisler’s mood.
She was really his woman, had he known it. She felt wrapt in the midst
of a simoon—she had not two connected thoughts. All her worldliness
and measured management of her fat had vanished. Her face had become
coarsened in a few minutes. But she buzzed back again into the dance and
began a second, mad, but this time merely circular career.
Kreisler was very careful, whatever he did, to find a reason for it.
“He was abominably short-sighted; he had mistaken the front door for
one leading into the third room, merely.” His burden, not in the best
condition, was becoming more and more puffed, and heavier every moment.
When satisfied with this part of his work he led Mrs. Bevelage into
a sort of improvised conservatory and talked about pawnshops for ten
minutes or so—in a mixture of French, English, and German. He then
reconducted her, more dead than alive, to her seat, and strode off from
her with great sweeps of his tall figure.
He had during this incident regained complete impassivity. He stalked
away to the conservatory.
* * * * *
Bertha had soon been called on to dance vigorously without much
intermission. In the convolutions of the valse, however, she matured a
bold and new plan. She whirled and trotted with a preoccupied air.
Would Tarr hear of all this? She was alarmed, now it was done. Also she
was cowed and sorry for her action at the thought of Lipmann and Van
Bencke’s attitude towards the Kreisler kissing. She undoubtedly must
secure herself. The plan she hit on offered a “noble” rôle that she could
not, in any circumstances, have resisted.
Her scheme was plain and clever. She would simply “tell the truth.”
“She had recognized something distracting in Kreisler’s life, the
presence of crisis. _On an impulse_, she had offered him her sympathy.
He had taken up her offer immediately in an astonishing and brutal
manner. (One against him: two for her!) Such direct and lurid sympathy he
claimed.”
So she jogged out her strategies in exhilaration of the waltzes.
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