"Why do you look at me so much?" demanded the girl; for by now they
could make themselves understood to one another.
Jason Gridley flushed slightly and looked quickly away. Her question
had been very abrupt and surprising and for the first time he realized
that he had been looking at her a great deal. He started to answer,
hesitated and stopped. Why _had_ he been looking at her so much?
It seemed silly to say that it was because she was beautiful.
"Why do you not say it, Jason?" she inquired.
"Say what?" he demanded.
"Say the thing that is in your eyes when you look at me," she replied.
Gridley looked at her in astonishment. No one but an imbecile could
have misunderstood her meaning, and Jason Gridley was no imbecile.
Could it be possible that he had been looking at her _that_ way?
Had he gone stark mad that he was even subconsciously entertaining such
thoughts of this little barbarian who seized her meat in both hands and
tore pieces from it with her flashing, white teeth, who went almost as
naked as the beasts of the field and with all their unconsciousness of
modesty? Could it be that his eyes had told this untutored savage that
he was harboring thoughts of love for her? The artificialities of a
thousand years of civilization rose up in horror against such a thought.
Upon the screen of his memory there was flashed a picture of the
haughty Cynthia Furnois of Hollywood, daughter of the famous director,
Abelard Furnois, né Abe Fink. He recalled Cynthia's meticulous
observance of the minutest details of social usages and the studied
perfection of her deportment that had sometimes awed him. He saw, too,
the aristocratic features of Barbara Green, daughter of old John Green,
the Los Angeles realtor, from Texas. It is true that old John was no
purist and that his total disregard of the social precedence of forks
often shocked the finer sensibilities that Mrs. Green and Barbara had
laboriously achieved in the universities of Montmarte and Cocoanut
Grove, but Barbara had had two years at Marlborough and knew her
suffixes and her hardware.
Of course Cynthia was a rotten little snob, not only on the surface
but to the bottom of her shallow, selfish soul, while Barbara's
snobbishness, he felt, was purely artificial, the result of mistaking
for the genuine the silly artificialities and affectations of the
almost celebrities and sudden rich that infest the public places of
Hollywood.
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