Of course The Red Flower had not been overburdened with wearing
apparel; yet in her case this seemed no reflection upon her modesty,
but the anticipation of finding her was now dampened by a realization
of the ridiculousness of the figure he would cut, and already the mere
contemplation of such a meeting caused a flush to overspread him.
In his dreams he had sometimes imagined himself walking abroad in some
ridiculous state of undress, but now that such a dream had become an
actuality he appreciated that in the figment of the subconscious mind
he had never fully realized such complete embarrassment and loss of
self-confidence as the actuality entailed.
Ruefully he tore his shirt into strips and devised a G-string; then
he buckled his ammunition belt around him and stepped forth into the
world, an Adam armed with two Colts.
As he proceeded upon his search for Zoram he found that the greatest
hardship which the loss of his clothing entailed was the pain and
discomfort attendant upon travelling barefoot on soles already
lacerated by his descent of the rough granite cliff. This discomfort,
however, he eventually partially overcame when with the return of the
game to the mountains he was able to shoot a small reptile, from the
hide of which he fashioned two crude sandals.
The sun, beating down upon his naked body, had no such effect upon
his skin as would the sun of the outer world under like conditions,
but it did impart to him a golden bronze color, which gave him a new
confidence similar to that which he would have felt had he been able
to retrieve his lost apparel, and in this fact he saw what he believed
to be the real cause of his first embarrassment at his nakedness--it
had been the whiteness of his skin that had made him seem so naked
by contrast with other creatures, for this whiteness had suggested
softness and weakness, arousing within him a disturbing sensation of
inferiority; but now as he took on his heavy coat of tan and his feet
became hardened and accustomed to the new conditions, he walked no
longer in constant realization of his nakedness.
He slept and ate many times and was conscious, therefore, that
considerable outer earthly time had passed since he had been separated
from Jana. As yet he had seen no sign of her or any other human
being, though he was often menaced by savage beasts and reptiles, but
experience had taught him how best to elude these without recourse to
his weapons, which he was determined to use only in extreme emergencies
for he could not but anticipate with misgivings the time, which
must sometime come, when the last of his ammunition would have been
exhausted.
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