England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
I agreed with Fay to the bottom of my heart; but I would not let her
see that I did. I felt it would be disloyal to Annabel. "Of course we
shall, darling; but we should also have enjoyed it if Annabel had been
there, and I could not bear to feel that we took our pleasure at the
expense of hers."
"Still, she may think that a change of society is rather jolly
sometimes. You are always such a one for sending out whole families
together, Reggie, as if they were in Noah's Ark."
"I am sure Annabel would not think that as far as you and I are
concerned," I answered; "she loves to be with us."
Fay did not reply, so I still thought she was hurt by Annabel's
refusal. Then suddenly another possible cause for her lack of
enthusiasm struck me, and I hastened to say: "Would you like us to take
Frank with us, darling? We certainly will if you would like it. It
would be rather a good plan, I think, as it would be so much more
cheerful for you." Of course that was what had vexed Fay, I thought to
myself: I had asked Annabel to go with us, and had not thought of
asking Frank. How stupid I had been! And I tried hard to stifle that
selfish longing on my part to have Fay all to myself. "By all means
let us take Frank."
"But he is supposed to be reading with Mr. Blathwayte." To my surprise
Fay did not jump at the suggestion.
"Bother his reading! Frank's education doesn't matter half as much as
your pleasure. I'll go and ask him at once," I said, attempting to
rise from my seat.
But Fay pulled me down again. "You'll do nothing of the kind, Reggie.
We won't have either Frank or Annabel, but only just our two selves,
and we'll talk nonsense and make love to each other all the time."
And then that selfish longing, which I had tried to stifle so hard,
rose up full grown, and I could have shouted for joy to know that my
darling wanted nobody except me, just as I wanted nobody except her.
There is something shockingly exclusive about love!
So Fay and I went to Bythesea together, and had a glorious time. The
days were not half long enough for all we had to do and say in them.
We walked by the blue North Sea, and breathed the strong North wind,
and felt that it was indeed a good thing to be alive. Being left
exclusively to ourselves, we grew nearer to each other, and gazed into
each other's souls with no wall of partition between.
I have always loved Bythesea, ever since I first went there with
Annabel, and I call it the Place of the Two Gardens, for with two
gardens it is always associated in my mind.
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