England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
"The fact that I am fond of Frank does not prevent my seeing that he is
volatile and flighty and lacking in any sense of responsibility: any
more than the fact that I am fond of you prevents my seeing that you
are over-sensitive and over-indulgent, and have so exaggerated a sense
of responsibility that you are frightened of it, and therefore inclined
to shirk it."
"Pray, don't mind me!" I interrupted, with a harsh laugh. The fact that
I knew my sister was speaking the truth in no way added to my relish
for her remarks.
"Reggie, don't be foolish! I am not thinking about either you or Frank
just now, but about Fay: and I feel bound to say that I do not think it
does her any good to be so much under Frank's influence."
"He provides the only bit of young life she sees, and I want her to
have as much youthful society as she can get. Does it never strike you
that you and I are somewhat old and dull companions for a girl of
nineteen?" I still struggled against my own inclinations.
"Of course it strikes me," replied Annabel in her smooth and even
tones: "it struck me so forcibly at one time, if you remember, that I
tried to dissuade you from marrying her. I thought she was much too
young for you, and said so; and I think so still. But that's all over
and done with. You have married her, and you've got to take the
consequences, just as she has got to take the consequences of marrying
you. You knew you were taking a young wife, and she knew she was
taking a middle-aged husband; and it is nonsense now to be struck all
of a heap with surprise to find that you and she are not identical in
tastes and interests. I knew you wouldn't be, and you ought to have
known it too."
"But it so happened that we loved each other," I retorted drily.
"Of course you did: otherwise you wouldn't have been so foolish as to
marry each other. But marrying one another hasn't altered your own
selves. It always amazes me to see how people imagine that a
quarter-of-an-hour's service in church will entirely change the
characters of a man and a woman. How could it? Especially as they are
generally quite opposite characters, or they wouldn't have fallen in
love with one another at all. You and Fay had the idea that the minute
you put the wedding-ring on to her finger you would become eighteen and
she would become forty-two."
"In which case we should have been exactly as far apart as we are at
present. I cannot see that the fulfilment of that idea would have
mended matters at all."
"Oh, Reggie, how tiresome you are in always tripping people up! You
know perfectly well what I mean. My point is that having persisted, in
opposition to my advice, in marrying a young girl, your duty is to make
her as happy and contented as possible."
I was amazed at the incapacity of the feminine mind to apprehend
justice. "That is what I am trying to do," I replied; "and what you
are abusing me for doing."
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