England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
Annabel's other suggestion I put away from me at once without even
playing with it. I knew it was out of the question for me to suggest
that Fay's brother should cease to make his home at the Manor as long
as my sister lived there. Such a course was more than repugnant to
me--it was impossible. But that did not prevent me from fearing the
effect of Frank's influence over Fay, nor from feeling the pain of his
sudden disaffection towards myself. We had got on so well together at
first--he and Fay and I; so well that I had almost persuaded myself
that at heart I was as young as they were. But now he had weighed me
in the balance of youth and had found me wanting: and my soul shivered
with dread lest Fay should do the same. I was used to having Tekel
written over my name: custom had gradually dulled the pain of this
superscription. But the hurt, which had been lulled by habit, awoke
into full vigour when Frank's boyish hand traced the usual word: and I
felt that when Fay wrote it too, my heart would break.
When Frank returned to Oxford and the Loxleys to town, there followed a
very quiet time at Restham Manor. I had looked forward to this quiet
time as a schoolboy looks forward to the holidays, thinking at last I
should have Fay to myself and could woo and win her back to me. But my
hopes were doomed to disappointment. My darling seemed just as far
from me as ever, only instead of being gay and laughter-loving she was
quiet and depressed.
Annabel and I did all in our power to cheer her, but in vain. It was
obvious that she was pining for society of her own age, and feeling the
reaction after the gaiety of the Christmas vacation.
Then my sister came to the rescue with one of her sensible suggestions.
Easter fell early that year; so early that Annabel decided it was
impossible to elude the East wind altogether, and yet to be at home in
time to prevent Blathwayte from succumbing to the temptations of
Paschal ritual: therefore--since in her sisterly eyes my chest was of
more importance than Arthur's soul--she suggested that she and Fay and
I should go to the South of France as soon as the East wind was due,
and remain there until after Easter. By this means (though this idea
was understood rather than expressed) not only should I be screened
from the wind that stirred the Vikings' blood, and Fay be spared the
dulness of a Restham Lent, but we should also be away during Frank's
next vacation, and so be beyond the sphere of his influence for a
longish period.
"Annabel has got such a splendid idea, darling," I said to my wife as
she was sitting listlessly in the library one morning, glancing
indifferently over the newspapers whilst I smoked.
"Has she?" Fay's irresponsive mood had become almost chronic by this
time.
"Wouldn't you like to know what it is?" I continued, valiantly trying
to cure her depression by not noticing it.
"Not particularly. I'm not an inquisitive person, you know."
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