England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
"I expect it will surprise you a good deal, Reggie."
"Well, out with it. Has Blathwayte been offered another Deanery, or
has the cook given notice? And don't you think you'd better sit down?"
Annabel sat down on the most uncomfortable chair within reach. "Mr.
Blathwayte has asked me to marry him, and I've accepted," she blurted
out.
She was right. It did surprise me more than I had thought I could ever
be surprised again. It fairly took my breath away.
"Good Heavens, Annabel!" I gasped, when my breath returned to me.
"This is astounding news indeed."
The murder being out, Annabel was herself again, and went on explaining
with her accustomed volubility: "I was surprised myself, Reggie, when
Arthur (I shall call him Arthur now) proposed to me, as I had given up
the idea of marrying years ago. Just at first the notion seemed to me
ridiculous. But after I'd thought it over for a bit, I saw how
necessary it was for anybody as important as a Dean to have a wife at
his elbow to tell him what to do, and what not to do. It didn't matter
while he was only Rector of a small village like this, though even here
he rarely acted without my advice: but I don't see how he could
possibly manage to be Dean of Lowchester all by himself, do you?"
I admitted the difficulties of undertaking such a situation
single-handed, and my sister continued: "Although I have the greatest
respect--I think I may say the deepest affection--for Mr. Bl----Arthur
(I find it a little difficult to remember to say Arthur at present, but
I shall soon get into the way), I cannot blind my eyes to the fact that
he is inclined to have ritualistic tendencies, and a cathedral, I
consider, is just the place to encourage that sort of thing, what with
the anthems and daily services, and goodness knows what! So different
from the quiet routine of a mere parish church. But, you see, if I was
there, he couldn't give himself over altogether to ritualism."
I did see that--clearly--in spite of my dazed condition.
"I should be dreadfully vexed," Annabel went on, as I was still more or
less speechless with amazement, "if after having got such a splendid
appointment, Mr. Blathwayte, I mean Arthur, spoilt it all by ritualism
or any folly of that kind. It would be such a dreadful pity! I have
often noticed that people wait for a thing for years, and then when
they get it at last, they do something that makes you wish they had
never had it at all. And I should blame myself if Arthur did anything
of that kind."
I winced. I had waited for forty-three years for the happiness that
comes to most men in their twenties, and then somebody had done
something that made me wish I had never had it at all: but I was as yet
far from seeing that that somebody was myself.
"And then, of course," continued Annabel, with a change in her voice,
"there is you."
"Yes, there is me," I replied grimly. I wondered how Annabel was going
to explain me away.
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