England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
"It appears," the letter continued, "that Fay and Frank had come over
for a trip through Belgium when the war began, as Fay was rather
overdone by acting and wanted a thorough rest and change: and instead
of trying to get away at once, they stayed on at Louvain in order to
help to look after the wounded. During the deliberate destruction of
the town, Fay rushed out of cover to save a child that had run into the
street by itself; and in so doing was struck by part of a shell, which
killed her. So she died to save another, which is the most splendid
death of all.
"Frank was so prostrated by the shock that he could no longer help to
nurse the wounded, so he got away, and came over to England with a lot
of Belgian refugees. I found him among these immediately after his
arrival in London, and knew him at once from his strong resemblance to
Fay. I brought him home with me to Prince's Gate, as he looked far too
fragile and delicate to be left among strangers; and he is here now--an
absolute wreck.
"Of course I shall only be too glad for Fay's sake to keep him here and
nurse him back to health: but he doesn't want to stay here: he wants to
go back to you.
"I have told him how you blame him--and justly so--for all that has
happened, and how impossible you find it to forgive him. I haven't
spared him at all. But in spite of all that I have said he still
persists that he wants to go back to Restham. He is dreadfully sorry
for what he has done: but of course that doesn't mend anything.
"Reggie, don't think it is unfeeling of me to bother you about all this
now. I need not tell you how deeply I grieve for you in your crushing
sorrow, nor how fully I realise that you are beyond the reach of any
grief or sympathy of mine. All this you know better than I could tell
you. But I feel I must tell you that Frank repents, and that he wants
to come back to you from the far country. This may be your one chance
of learning how to forgive your enemy: and I dare not stand between any
man and his hope of salvation. So I just tell you the facts: and leave
results in your hands--and God's.
"Ever yours, in truest sympathy,
"ISABEL CHAYFORD."
Yes, Isabel meant well. I was sure of that: though her meaning was of
no moment to me. But what she asked was impossible. If I could not
forgive Frank when Fay was alive and there was still the chance of
things coming right again between my darling and me, how could I
forgive him now, when the mischief he had wrought was irremediable, and
my life was spoiled beyond redemption?
No: I felt that Isabel, and--I say it in all reverence--even God
Himself were asking too much of me.
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