England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
Fay smiled. "What a darling old ostrich it is!" she said, stroking my
hand. "Does it like to keep its dear head in the sand, and go on
pretending to itself that rocks are palm-trees and dry streams wells of
water? Then it shall, if it likes. But all the same, my Reggie, it's
rather stupid of you always to pretend that things are what you want
them to be; because they aren't, and you'll have a tremendous waking up
some fine morning."
"I'm not pretending," I said stoutly.
"Yes, you are. You are always pretending to yourself that Annabel is
devoted to me, and she really isn't one little bit. Frank says she
isn't, and if he can see it I'm sure you ought to, Reggie. There is no
harm in her not admiring me: it would be very strange if she did,
considering how much older she is and how different we are; and she
really is awfully nice to me, considering everything. Frank admits
that. But when you go on pretending that she spends her life in
sighing like a furnace for me, and writing odes to my eyebrows--why,
then, I get so impatient of it all that I find it difficult to see how
nice she really is."
"All that would be quite right, sweetheart, if I really were
pretending. But I'm not. I know Annabel a jolly sight better than you
do, and I know she is absolutely devoted to you."
And at that I left it and made love to my wife instead, a much more
agreeable occupation, in spite of that jealousy of Frank seething at
the back of my mind.
As I had said to Fay, I was absolutely convinced of Annabel's devotion
to her. And what wonder in that? Who could live with my child-wife,
as Annabel and I lived with her, and see all her charms of person and
beauties of character without loving her with all one's heart? She was
made for love, my brilliant, beautiful darling, and she had it showered
upon her in full measure. But I was not equally sure of Fay's
affection for Annabel. I knew all my sister's virtues--none better;
but I could see they were not exactly the brand of virtues most
calculated to appeal to the young. Annabel was prim and fussy and
masterful; there was no denying it, and these characteristics--one
could hardly call them faults--were just the qualities to blind the
eyes of a girl to any corresponding virtues. Therefore I felt it was
for me, who really knew and understood my sister, to show both her
superior points and screen her inferior ones when they were alike
exposed to the piercing gaze of youthful eyes. Though Fay's youthful
eyes were kind enough, Frank's were quite the reverse, and I was
becoming increasingly afraid of the influence of Frank's clear-sighted
callousness upon my wife. To him I was--I must inevitably be--an old
fogey; but I did not like the idea of his sharing that impression of my
fogeydom with Fay.
As Fay and I were sitting hand-in-hand upon the garden-seat that
blissful June morning, a shadow fell upon the grass, and we saw Jeavons
approaching us with a message from the house.
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