present the sum in question (for which Lady Stratton had lodged a credit
with her bankers in London) to her brother Mr. Aubrey, to dispose of as
he pleased--trusting that it might be effectual in relieving him from
the difficulties which were more immediately pressing upon him. Never
had they spent so happy an evening together since they had quitted
Yatton. In the excitement of the hour, even Aubrey felt for a while as
if they now saw their way through all their embarrassments and dangers.
Can the reader imagine what must have been the feelings of Miss Aubrey
when she first heard of, and afterwards reflected upon, the princely
munificence of Lord De la Zouch? If he can, it is well--it is more than
I am equal to describing. Her agitation kept her awake more than half
the night; and when she appeared at breakfast, her brother's quick eye
detected in her countenance the traces of a severe conflict of feelings.
With him also much of the excitement occasioned by the two occurrences
above mentioned, had disappeared by the time that he took his seat in
his little study at his usual early hour. First of all, he felt very
uneasy in receiving so large a sum from Lady Stratton, whom he knew to
be by no means rich--at all events, not rich enough to part with so
considerable an amount without inconvenience; and he resolved not to
accept of her proffered kindness, unless she would allow him to transmit
to her his bond for the repayment, together with interest on what he
might borrow. Surely this was an unnecessary step; yet where is the man
who, on all occasions, acts precisely as a calm and reflecting observer
of his conduct, _long afterwards_, could have wished him to act? One
must make allowance for the feelings which prompted him--those of a
highly honorable and independent and over-sensitive man, who felt
himself oppressed already by the weight of pecuniary obligation which he
had incurred, and sought for the semblance of relief to his feelings by
receiving that as a _loan_, only, which had been nobly proffered as a
gift; and thus, as it were, in point of fact destroying all the grace
and courtesy of the benefaction; but it is useless discussing the
matter. I regret that Mr. Aubrey should have allowed himself to be
influenced by such considerations; but so it was--and worthy Lady
Stratton was informed by him in a letter certainly abounding in
expressions of heartfelt gratitude and affection, that he had availed
himself of her generous assistance, but only on the terms of his being
allowed to deposit his bond for the repayment of it, with interest, with
her solicitors; expressing his hope that ere long he should be enabled
to fulfil every engagement into which he might have entered.
This seasonable assistance enabled him to make the following arrangement
for liquidating the sums due on account of his sickening attorney's
bills:--
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